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Pamela Kribbe: Everything Is as It Should Be, or Is It?

8/18/2014

Pamela Kribbe: Everything Is as It Should Be, or Is It?
By Pamela Kribbe, August 13, 2014 at www.jeshua.net

“This was meant to be”, “there must be a higher purpose behind it”, “everything is exactly as it is supposed to be”.

Remarks easily made among the spiritually inclined. Often, statements like these are made in the face of situations or events that seem meaningless, tragic or cruel. Accidents, diseases, grave setbacks put our sense of justice to the test. Why does this happen to me, why did this have to happen? The notion that behind everything that occurs there is a higher order, a divine hand that means well, is reassuring. But is it true?

The idea that everything happens as it should, is a deterministic notion: it states that there is a higher power who predetermines what is going to happen in our earthly lives. This higher power may be God, or your soul or higher self. Whatever it is, the creative power does not belong to you, but to this higher source. The idea that we as human beings have free will and can make free choices is thereby severely affected.

Thus, a paradox arises: starting from a spiritual worldview, most people consider their power to make choices and take responsibility for their life to be essential to who they are. If it weren’t for that power, the whole notion of inner growth and transformation would become obsolete. At the same time, there’s the statement, often sounding like an invocation, that “everything is as it should be”, or as others put it, “everything is in divine order”.

This “glad tiding” that everything is really going as it is supposed to, both amazes and annoys me. First of all, there is massive suffering on earth, which is obvious from glancing through a random newspaper on any day. There is intense suffering on physical, emotional and spiritual levels in many, many human beings, as well as in nature. So how’s everything exactly as it should be?! Second, there is the above mentioned paradox that free will and predestination do not sit well together. This is a point worthy of consideration when you bring up the idea that all is well and in divine order. Third, I have noticed that putting forward this message often goes together with a typical note of pity, a kind of spiritual condescension, conveying something like: “Ah, child, I see you do not yet understand, caught as you are in your all-too-human doubts and moods and emotions, but there is indeed a higher meaning behind all that’s happening, and one day you too will witness it.” People often mean well, I am sure, but still…

When I had just healed from a severe depression with psychotic episodes in 2010, and was still struggling to come to terms with this horrific experience, someone said to me: “it is pretty clear that you had to go through this, and that the purpose of it was that it has enabled you to now help people with similar afflictions”. I could not respond to this suggestion as I was gasping for breath, but later on I realised that there were in fact three implicit suggestions being made: 1. The depression was predetermined and I could not have prevented it, 2. It happened for my own good even though it felt terrible, and 3. Thespiritual purpose behind it all was that it would make me a better teacher and healer for other people. The latter suggestion instantly promoted me to martyrdom. What reallyhappened was that I had sacrificed myself and had gone through hell for the salvation of others. Oh my. Kind of flattering to be put on a pedestal like that; but I suspect one has a shaky balance up there.

What stands out about all three suggestions is the big gap between the way I felt about what had happened and the “actual” spiritual truth. What felt succinctly bad to me was “really” a good thing, what I had wanted to prevent most of all had “really” been predetermined and what I experienced as my personal trial during the depression was “really” something I took upon myself in order to become a better teacher for others. The anger, sadness and dismay I felt afterwards about what had happened to me, were simply the ramblings of my ego which could not surrender to the higher order of things. This example shows a general line of reasoning which can be applied to many different situations. The general tendency is to look at an event or situation which at first sight seems terrible, tragic or absurd, and then smooth it down with the help of the spiritual tenet that “things are always exactly as they should be” or “there’s a divine order governing events so at a deeper level all is well”.

What to do with this typical smoothing down approach? The notion that everything is predetermined and proceeds according to divine will, cannot be refuted on logical grounds. It is an irrefutable metaphysical claim, which cannot be falsified (or confirmed!) by empirical evidence. However, it does conflict with our deeply felt sense that we are able to influence our lives, that we have free will and the power to choose. The notion that “all is well as it is” or “all is as it is supposed to be” is in conflict with how we feel in everyday life. Whenever a spiritual tenet is flagrantly at odds with common sense, with our everyday gut feelings, this raises a red flag for me. I believe that true spirituality is quite compatible with our natural instincts and intuitions. Even more, I believe that it is through our feeling nature that we can connect with our souls. More than the mind and the ideologies it makes up, it is the heart, the locus of our feelings and intuitions, that forms the gateway to spiritual truth. Whenever there is a big gap between what feels genuinely good and true to you and what a spiritual teaching professes to be good and true, I would always choose in favor of human feeling as the proper touchstone. The air of complacent superiority with which counterintuitive spiritual claims are often made doesn’t help either.

But what then? If things are not predetermined, if there is no higher meaning behind all that happens, is life then a mere play of coincidence? Is there no bigger story, no purpose to it all? And if it is all free and open, and you still believe in God, why does God allow so much pain and suffering; what would be the explanation of that? I would like to argue that thereare spiritually meaningful reasons why things happen as they do, but that does not mean that what happens is good and right. There is a reason for everything, but that does not imply that it should have happened. My claim is that there is a difference between acknowledging a spiritual logic behind events that occur, and believing in predestination. There are indeed spiritual laws at work in our lives, but they are not at odds with our free will.

To clarify what I mean let’s apply it to the example above. My depression was clearly caused by fears and negative beliefs inside of me. I believe it belongs to my soul’s purpose to bring these fears and negative beliefs to the surface of my awareness at some point, so that they may be healed. But that does not mean things had to happen exactly in the way they did, or that I had no choice about what transpired in my life. I remember clearly that before the depression really took hold (and I had to be hospitalized), I received several signals, especially from my body, that showed me I was very stressed and should apply the brakes. I failed to really do that, and that was not predetermined. There is an explanation for the fact that I did not act upon my intuitive hunches and body signals: I was afraid to fail, afraid to say ‘no’ to people, because I valued their recognition and feared rejection. This explains why I did not apply the brakes in time; however, even though there were definite reasons in place, it was still my choice. The very fact that I was aware of those signals and hunches, shows that there was room for choice.

So, in hindsight I made some poor choices. Now, there’s not much use in blaming oneself endlessly about the less than fortunate choices one has made in the past. Reproaching oneself in a harsh manner gives rise to feelings of guilt which are destructive and counterproductive (I speak from personal experience here). To pass judgment on oneself is not very useful. However, to say that I could not help any of it because it was supposed to happen is like going to the other extreme; this is pure denial. There is no getting around the fact that I could have made other choices. The best way of looking back on this is with an eye of compassion and mildness. By being compassionate toward yourself, you acknowledge that you are a fallible human being, and it actually becomes easier to learn from your mistakes.

If you are able to forgive yourself, you can see the pitfalls of the past as meaningful lessons which have enabled you to gain insight and make better choices in the future. In that way, tragic situations may become purposeful and meaningful, not because they are intrinsically good or desirable (they often aren’t), but because you are prepared to learn from them and even be transformed by them. Thus, whether something is spiritually meaningful is not determined by the objective events themselves, but by the way you experience and interpret them.

In this way, free will and a certain degree of predetermination can be reconciled. Imagine that your soul wanted to live through certain experiences in this lifetime. That is why your soul chose to be confronted with certain challenges, which were kind of pre-programmed into your life. Certain people you encounter, different opportunities or setbacks that come your way, may indeed be fixed beforehand. The pivotal question, however, is how you, the human you with free choice, will respond to these encounters and situations, and to what degree you can detect purpose and meaning in what happens to you. This is not fixed, and it is your soul’s ultimate purpose to embrace the lessons inherent in the challenges with love and acceptance. That way, you will make different choices in the future and attract more positive encounters and situations in your life, eliminating the need to face the same challenge time and again.

It is often very hard to respond to life’s gravest challenges with trust and acceptance. That’s why I say it is your soul’s ultimate goal. It is often a huge struggle to recognise the value of deep experiences of loss or pain or rejection. Resistance and despair are normal, and very human. Yet I do believe this is our soul’s deepest invitation to us: to embrace even the darkest part of our lives and of ourselves with understanding and warmth, not because it is “good as it is”, but because accepting and working with it is the only way out. It is the only way into the light.

When I was in the middle of my psychotic depression, I did not experience any meaning or sense in what I was going through. For my loved ones, it was a nightmare, too. I was eventually taken to the psychiatric ward of the hospital against my will. My recovery started there. After I recovered, I found out what it is like when deep suffering bears fruit. As soon as I turned toward the light and wanted to live again, I experienced deep joy and took note of the abundance in my life as never before. What was taken for granted before, became a source of wonder and profound gratitude. I would sometimes stop in front of my house, returning with groceries, and just marvel at the fact that there was a place for me on earth, where I could live with the two people I love most, my husband and daughter.

I was amazed at the genuine care and support given to me by people around me; what were acquaintances before, now became intimate friends. Not only did the complete breakdown that psychosis brings give me a new appreciation of what I took for granted before, it also gave me some lasting insights which now help me live my life with less fear and more fulfilment. A few years later, I wrote a book about my dark night of the soul, which helped me integrate the whole experience more fully and with the benefit of hindsight. After publishing this book (in Dutch – hope to publish it in English end of this year) I received letters from people who recognised themselves in my story and felt supported and comforted by it. Thus, my dark night of the soul gained in meaning. Gradually, this horrific experience appears in a different light, the light of healing and meaningfulness. However, this does not mean it was “supposed to happen” or that it was “really” a good thing.

Is everything as it should be? Is all well as it is? No! There is much suffering and tragedy on earth. I do believe we attract some negative situations in our lives to become aware of the negativity inside of us (anger, fear, distrust). These situations may in part be pre-arranged. But the purpose behind those challenges is that we make different choices in the future so that we can let go of the negativity and stop attracting it into our lives. A painful or tragic event is not intrinsically good or valuable; it will become that only when humans have the courage and clarity of mind to find meaning in it and be transformed by it. We have a choice in how we respond to “what is”. We have the potential to transform negativity and pain by our inner attitude, and to make life more light and joyful for ourselves and others. This is the true purpose of spirituality. The higher order which we so desperately seek behind the external events in our lives, does not lie outside of us. We need to create it ourselves: that is our mission as free children of God.

Jeshua: Male and Female Energy, channeled by Pamela Kribbe

8/17/2014

Jeshua: Male and Female Energy, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, 2014 at: www.jeshua.net

Dear friends, it gives me great pleasure to be with you again. I am so glad to be in your company. You have a tendency to look up to me, or to beings like me, as masters but we do not see it that way. We see you following your path on earth at a challenging time, a time when much is changing, and we see you growing towards your own mastery.

We see you becoming the masters that you still look up to at times. And this is what it is all about – finding your own mastery! Do not follow any master that is brought before you by tradition or by books or by anything someone else is telling you. Find your own mastery – that’s what it’s all about.

Today I would like to speak about a theme that reaches back far into your history: the energies of the male and the female. These are old energies and a lot is going on with them right now.

First I would like to say something about the nature of the male and the female. These energies are two aspects of the One. They therefore are not really opposed or dualistic, they are one; they are two faces of one energy.

The male energy is the aspect that is outwardly focused. It is that part of God or Spirit that drives outward manifestation, that makes Spirit materialize and take form. The male energy therefore knows a strong creative force. It is natural to the male energy to be highly focused and goal-oriented. In this manner the male energy creates individuality. The male energy allows you to separate yourself from the One, from the Whole and to stand alone and be a specific individual.

The female energy is the energy of Home. It is the energy of the Primal Source, the flowing Light, pure Being. It is the energy that has not yet manifested, the inner aspect of things. The female energy is all encompassing and oceanic; it does not differentiate or individualize.

Now, imagine the energy of the female becoming aware of a certain movement inside of her, a slight restlessness, a desire for… reaching out, outside of her boundaries, moving outside of herself to attain experience. There is a longing for something new, for adventure! And then an energy comes to her that answers that longing. It is the male energy that wants to be of service and help her manifest in matter, in form. The male energy defines and shapes the female energy and by their cooperation the total sum of energies can take a completely new direction. A new reality can be created in which everything can be explored and experienced, in ever changing forms of manifestation.

The dance of the male and the female brings forth the fluctuating spectacle of created reality, of your creation. This is a spectacle of great beauty wherein the male and female energy worship each other and celebrate their cooperation and playful joining. And this is as it should be. The male and female energy belong together, they are two aspects of the One and together they celebrate the joyful manifestation that Creation is supposed to be.

It has been said that in the final realization of who you are, the only truth that matters is: I AM. And in this mystical mantra, precisely those two aspects merge. In the I is the male energy, in the AM is the female energy. The I is constricting, differentiating. It gives focus, it gives direction, it individuates: I, not the other, I. And then AM. AM is oceanic, all encompassing. It reflects the ocean of Home, the female energy, the inexhaustible source that knows no bounds, no differentiation. The flowing and joining aspect is the core of the female energy. In the I AM, the male and female come together and blissfully join their energies.

Now in the history of humanity and even before humanity existed, a conflict arose between the masculine and the feminine. I shall not go into the origin of this conflict now. But in your history there is a drifting apart of male and female energy so that they appear as opposite forces. The yin-yang symbol demonstrates the true situation very well. In the masculine there is always a core of the feminine, and in the feminine there is a core of the masculine, just as there is a white dot in the black and a black dot in the white. But in the course of history, this mystical unity of the masculine and feminine has been forgotten and these energies have become opposed to each other as black and white. The underlying unity was no longer recognized.

Right now, you are in the last phase of this history of conflict, in which the male energy has played the part of perpetrator for many centuries. The male energy has long been playing a part in which it oppresses, mutilates and destroys the female energy. It was not always like that. There have been times in which the female energy had the upper hand and wrongly manipulated and ruled the male energy. But that time is over. The conflict took a different turn at a certain point and the roles of perpetrator and victim were reversed.

The male energy has been in power for a long time now and has misused this power in such a fashion that the female energy has been weakened and does not realize the integrity of her Being anymore. Whenever the masculine and feminine are in conflict, the disintegration of both is inevitable. Where the feminine gets victimized more and more and gets lost in self-denial, the masculine energy loses itself in ruthless violence and the kind of aggression you know from the many wars in your past.

The masculine and the feminine depend on one another. When they battle each other, the consequences are disastrous. But times are changing. Since the 19th and 20th centuries, the female energy is regaining its strength and rising above the role of victim. This resurrection comes from deep within the feminine energy. She has finally reached the outer limit of her self-denial. At this point she has looked herself in the face and has stated: this is as far as it goes.

By the way, this is how it always goes in the dynamic between victim and perpetrator. Change starts when the victim refuses to accept any more. The perpetrator could well hang onto his role for a longer while, for he has less of a reason to stop. Revolution starts where the victim refuses to accept any more and finally takes back her power. In all situations of repression, for example of women in their family or in society, the real moment of change is when the woman – or the feminine energy within a person – decides for herself: I will not take this any longer. This is when change truly starts to happen. External measures are useless until this moment presents itself.

The female energy has arisen and its star is rising. Actually the most urgent matter in this time and age is the transformation of the male energy!! It is now time for a new definition of male energy. I could have easily called this channeling “the rebirth of the male energy.” For I want to stress that it is only in reunion with a matured and balanced male energy that the female energy can flourish again.

The female energy has in the past century and even before that regained power and strength. It has begun to flourish in a new and more balanced way. Despite the inequality of the sexes that is still present in your society, the rise of the female energy is unstoppable. However the female energy cannot gain full strength and vitality without cooperation with the male energy. This goes for the collective level as well as the individual.

The female energy cannot make its final breakthrough without the support of and connection with the male energy. This is not because of an inherent weakness in the female energy. It is because of the essential nature of male and female energies: the fact that they are intertwined and can only fulfill their brightest potentials in cooperation. This is why it is imperative now that the male energy reshape itself and venture into the new!

When you look at the interplay between male and female on a collective level, the female energy is now in a position of waiting. She is waiting. At present there is a struggle going on within the collective male energy between the old and the new. A new wave of energy is dawning within the collective male energy that honors and respects the female energy. This new wave of male energy wants to join with the female and together enter the New Age. But at the same time an older wave of male energy is still active and trying to persist. This energy is clearly working in the series of terrorist attacks that has taken place all over your world.

The male energy in its old role of heartless aggressor is thereby showing its nasty side. In the ones who commit these horrendous attacks there are very dark emotions: aggression, anger and at the same time utter powerlessness and helplessness. It is from this utter helplessness that they appeal to the most brute and destructive types of power display. This male energy we are speaking of is in its death agonies. It senses that there are important changes going on collectively and that humanity is on the threshold of a new era.

One of the problems you are now facing, while growing towards a more balanced cooperation between male and female, is how to deal with this kind of ruthless energy. What are we going to do about this old male energy that is trying to create as much havoc and destruction as possible in its downfall? Let me tell you this: its downfall is a fact. The struggle has been lost by the old male energy, but it will not surrender easily and it will resist to the very last with aggression and merciless attempts at domination.

Much will depend on how the inner collective attitude will be to these aggressors. Will you allow anger and powerlessness into your own energy field as a reaction to acts of violence? Then you open up to the energy field of the aggressors. At the very moment you feel overpowered by anger and resentment toward them they have reached their target. You are then sucked into their energetic vibration and you would be willing to kill as well: kill the murderers of the innocent.

This is all very understandable, but is it vital to realize what’s happening here. As soon as there are intense emotions rising up, it is wise to make a pause, in silence. Go back to the quiet, knowing part of you and ask: what is really going on here? It is all about your wisdom and discernment now, your ability to see through things and to feel what really is at stake. The world will not be taken over by terrorist powers; the old male energy has served its time and its dying hour is at hand.

The most important message I have about terrorism, this manifestation of old male aggression, is: stay conscious! Do not let yourself be taken off-center by emotions of powerlessness, i.e. by getting victimized. Know that no one will be touched by this aggressive energy if they do not allow it into their energy field. If you do not react with anger or hatred, you will not draw it to you. You will be safe and protected by your own light.

I now would like to pay attention to the more mundane individual level, the level at which you deal with the male and female energies within yourself. For on the individual level as well there has been a struggle between the male and the female energies. Everything that happens collectively mirrors processes at the individual level.

To illustrate the importance of balance between the feminine and the masculine on the individual level, I will speak of the energy centers in every human, which are also called the chakras. There are seven of them that you know of now and these are located along the spine, from the tail bone to the crown. I will go into all of these chakras briefly, to show you that they are all characterized by either a predominantly male or female type of energy.

The tail bone (root) chakra is the energy center that connects you to the earth. The energy in this chakra reaches out to the earth and allows you to manifest your soul energy in physical form on the dense, material level of reality. In view of the reaching out and manifesting type of energy in the tail bone chakra, you may call it a predominantly male chakra. A chakra is never completely male or female, but one may say that the male energy has the upper hand here.

The second chakra is called the navel (belly button) chakra and it is the center of emotions. This center allows you to experience emotions, mood swings, in short all the highs and lows of emotional life. It is a receptive center. That is why I call it a female center, a chakra in which the female flow of energy dominates.

The third chakra, also called the solar plexus, is a center of action and creation. This is a center which reaches out and allows energy to manifest in physical reality. You may compare it to the sun, the outpouring of rays and the power of the yellow sunlight (the natural color of the third chakra is yellow). In the solar plexus your thoughts, ideas and desires are transformed into outer manifestation. It is the chakra of action and outward expression. It is also the seat of the ego, meaning the earthly personality, without negative implications. The predominant energy is male.

The heart chakra is a receptive center like the navel chakra and it has the special ability to connect different flows of energy. It is the center in which the energies of the lower three chakras (earth reality) and the upper three chakras (cosmic reality) connect. The heart is the bridge between mind (head) and emotion (belly). From the heart you are also able to connect with others and transcend yourself. The heart transcends the boundaries of the ego and enables you to feel oneness with anything outside of you, even with All That Is. The heart chakra is the gateway to the energy of Home. It is clearly a center of connection and it is therefore predominantly feminine.

The throat chakra is male. From this center inner promptings, ideas and emotions are given physical shape through speaking, crying, laughing, singing, yelling etc. Here the inner life is expressed outwardly by communication through the voice and through language. This center enables you to make your inner life known to others by means of physical signals: words, sounds, concepts. It is a center of manifestation that enables you to focus your energy outwardly into the physical plane. It is also a center of creativity.

The sixth chakra, also called “the third eye” which is located in the middle of your head, is feminine again. It receives extra-sensory, intuitive impressions and transcends the boundaries of the physical (the five physical senses). It is the seat of clairvoyance, clairsentience, etc. Through this center you can feel the energy of someone else – the emotions, the pains, the joys – as your own. With this ability of empathy, you transcend the boundaries of the ego and you connect with “that which is not-you.”

Finally there is the crown chakra, on top of the head. This chakra is neither male nor female. Or you might say: it is both. In this chakra, you rise above the duality of male and female. The crown chakra is an interesting combination of both energies. When this chakra is balanced, the consciousness therein is in a state of receiving as much as reaching out. There is a reaching “upwards” to other dimensions, where it seeks spiritual meaning or support, or to deeper layers of the Self. And at the same time there is a quiet and tranquil receptiveness, a knowingness that the answers will come in good time. It is a type of consciousness that is both highly focused and highly receptive. In this “state of mind” you come very close to the unity that underlies male and female energies, the energy of Spirit or God.

I have now sketched very roughly the movement of the male and female energy flows throughout the energetic body of the human being. Now I wish to speak of the lowest three chakras in particular. These are the chakras that are most connected to the earth, that are most involved with being in the earthly realm. This area of the lowest three chakras is of utmost importance in your inner road to healing, for in this area lie the deepest traumas and emotional scars.

You often feel you are earthly beings opening up to the spiritual. But we see it the other way around. You are spiritual beings opening up to the earth. The earth is a brilliant destination, a hidden diamond that has yet to reveal its true beauty. The earth is the Promised Land!

Heaven is your birth place. But you will not return to the state of consciousness that you remember as “Home” or “Heaven,” to a state of purely spiritual being. The adventure of Creation brings you to new destinations; you are always expanding and progressing towards a wholly new type of consciousness. (We have spoken of this before in the last chapter of the Lightworker Series). Earth is an essential part of this journey.

However in your manifestations on earth and your attempts to express yourself there, you have suffered much pain. Almost all of you have severe emotional wounds in the lowest three chakras caused by experiences of rejection, violence and abandonment. This may have happened in past lives as well as in this lifetime. Almost all energy blocks in the upper chakras are related to emotional hurts in the lowest three chakras.

I will say a little about the tail bone chakra first. Your connection to the earth has become emotionally burdened, especially for lightworkers. Because you have met with grave resistance over many lifetimes, there is much fear and reserve in you when it comes to truly grounding yourself. Grounding yourself means being fully present in your earthly bodies and expressing your innermost inspiration in material reality. The resistance to grounding yourself fully has been discussed before (in the Lightworker series). It has mainly to do with you “being different” and having been rejected for it.

In the second chakra, the emotional center, you have also been affected deeply by experiences of being threatened or deserted (literally or emotionally) and by being severely restricted in your self-expression.

With these traumatic burdens in the lowest two chakras, the solar plexus (third chakra) is also heavily affected. The solar plexus has to do with life force, creative energy and power. You know few examples of what true power means. With this I mean power that is not aggressive and destructive. In the solar plexus chakra you often see that a person manifests himself or herself either in an aggressive, controlling way, or in a subdued, overly modest way. Both ways are the result of underlying feelings of helplessness, stemming from a wounded first and second chakra. In the third chakra it is all about finding a balanced way of dealing with power and control, it is about a balanced ego.

Ego is okay! The ego has a proper function; it lends focus to your consciousness which enables you to create and manifest as the separate individual that you are. Yes, you are part of a greater Whole but you are also “I,” separate and different from anyone else. The ego is a necessary complement to the spiritual part of you that transcends the “I.” The energy of the ego is fully honorable and justified in the energetic reality that you live. True power is in the joyful alignment of ego and Spirit.

The area of the lowest three chakras is the most important area in self-healing and inner growth. The greatest spiritual challenge to you now is to take care of this wounded area in yourself. Meditating to transcend physical reality or connect to elusive cosmic levels is not your main goal now. Your goal is to give your gentlest understanding and loving support to that hurt inner child within you and to restore its beauty and playfulness. This is your spiritual journey; herein lies the greatest treasure. Cherishing and respecting the human side of you, the child part of you, is your road to divine compassion and enlightenment.

I would like to draw your attention to the fact that within this energetic area, two out of the three chakras concerned are male. This shows that especially with regard to the male energies within each of you, much healing work is to be done. Therefore my message to you now is: heal the male energy within! The feminine energy is in many ways recovering and acquiring the strength needed to express itself fully and beautifully. The female qualities of intuition, sensitivity and connectedness are being appreciated more and more, individually as well as collectively.

But it is not so clear what a balanced male energy truly looks like. The male energy somehow got lost in false images of what it means “to be a man,” stereotypes that always boil down to power through aggression. It is vital to recognise and express the true nature of male energy. The female side now needs the balanced male energy to be able to truly fulfill her role. The female energy is waiting, not just at the collective level but also on the individual level. The female energy is getting out of its victim role, regaining its self-esteem and it is now wanting to manifest itself powerfully and joyfully through reunion with the male.

So, what then is the power of balanced male energy? This goes for the male energy in both men and women.

In the first chakra, a healed and balanced male energy leads to self-consciousness. The male energy does not have to fight and struggle anymore, it is present through self-consciousness. Presence, i.e. being fully present with all of your soul, is an essential quality of the first chakra. Being present self-consciously means to stay aware of yourself, remaining centered, not getting lost in someone else’s opinions, expectations or needs. It is about finding the balance between connecting with others and being true to yourself. A balanced male energy in the tail bone chakra allows you to remain centered and aware of yourself while you interact with others and the outside world.

It is essential to develop this quality of self-consciousness, for it will protect and guide your female energy. The female energy is naturally inclined to connect with others (other living beings) and to be present with the other in a caring, nurturing way. The male energy makes for boundaries and helps find a balance between giving and receiving. With regard to the flowing, connecting female energies, the male energy in the lowest chakra fulfills the role of anchor and backbone. It is the point of coming home to yourself, the point of releasing ties to other energies you have connected with.

The solar plexus or third chakra fulfills the same role in a different way. This chakra is, as I said before, the energy center of the ego. You still have trouble with this concept of the ego. Especially among lightworker souls, there is a tendency to look upon the giving, self-transcending energies in the human being as “higher.” But it is not so. You live in a world in which two energies play together and form the building blocks of Creation. One tends to connect and seek for unity, the other creates separation and individuality. And the latter energy is just as viable and valuable as the former one.

It is important to make peace with the male energy, to embrace your individuality, your uniqueness, your “I-ness.” There is an essential “aloneness” in life which has nothing to do with loneliness, but which has everything to do with you being an “I,” a unique individual. To embrace this aloneness does not stand in the way of experiencing deep connections to others. If you truly embrace your individuality, you become an empowered, independent and creative individual able to share your energy deeply with anyone or anything, because you are not afraid to lose yourself in it or give up your individuality.

The male energy of the solar plexus helps you become truly creative and empowered. That is what the female energy in you is waiting for. Your heartfelt inspiration wants to make itself known on the material level, it wants to come out in a very earthly manner and bring tidings of love and harmony to the earth. The female energy is the carrier of the New Age but it needs a balanced male energy to truly manifest itself and grow roots into material reality. That is why it is of such great importance that the energies of the first and third chakra are healed.

The energy of a healthy ego, the healed solar plexus, is self-confidence. In the first chakra it is self-consciousness, in the third chakra it is self-confidence. This is not the kind of arrogance you see in an inflated ego. It is about simply trusting yourself: “I feel that I can do it!” It is being aware of your own deepest inspiration, your own creative abilities and then acting accordingly. Let your energies flow out of you, trust your natural talents and gifts, trust who you are and show yourself to the world! Especially for you lightworkers who carry so much inner knowledge and wisdom, it is now time to show yourself and not hide anymore. It is time. This is your destination and in this you will find your greatest fulfillment.

Make peace with the male energy within. Do not hesitate to stand up for yourself, to receive abundance and to take good care of yourself. Be egotistical, in the pure and neutral sense of the word. You are an ego, you are an individual. You cannot and need not be forgiving and understanding all the time. It is not spiritual to tolerate everything and anything. Clearly there are moments at which you have to say “no” or even “farewell” and not compromise who you are. Do this without guilt or fear and feel how the male energies of self-consciousness and self-confidence empower you to let the delicate flower of your female energy flourish and shine.

It is all about the cooperation between the energies. Male and female energies have gone down together in a long and painful struggle. They will also rise together, for one cannot be balanced without the other. Now that the female energy is ready to rise from the ashes of humiliation and repression, there is an urgent need for a rebirth of the male energy. This rebirth of the male will become visible on a collective scale eventually, but it will first manifest in each of you separately, man and woman. You all are the keepers of these ancient energies within you, and it is your birthright to make their partnership equal and joyful.

Mary: We are not Complete Without You, channeled by Pamela Kribbe

6/10/2014

Mary: We are not Complete Without You, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, June 9, 2014 at: www.jeshua.net. English translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan.

I am Mary speaking. I greet you all with love from the heart consciousness that presently surrounds and ever more strongly permeates the Earth. You are among the first persons to receive this heart consciousness and to transmit it to the Earth and the people around you, and we thank you for that. Accept our gratitude for your being a channel for a new energy on Earth.

You are courageous, you have made the choice to be here and nowon Earth at a time when much is changing for the good, but there are also many things coming up that are painful in the form of old grief and hurts. They are coming to the surface in an extreme way at this time, and, yes, also within you.

You all carry your own personal history that goes far back through many lives. You have been on Earth many times, and each time you have tried to realize some of your deepest inspiration, which is your primary desire for being here on Earth.

Because you are so connected to this planet, you have come here as a “child” who wants to grow and learn and, at the same time, you are also somewhat of a “parent” to the Earth, the guardians that nourish life with your presence. So you are both “child” and “parent” in your relationship with the Earth. At this moment in time, the Earth wants to carry you across the bridge to a new consciousness, a new reality, a living from the heart.

At the same time, there are angels and guides in the cosmic sphere around the Earth who want to support you. We are very moved as we stand beside you and spiritually embrace you. You are so dear to us, because you are those who are doing the work, here and now, on Earth. However, you still often have so many doubts, because you have to contend with old fears.

You have come to the end of a specific path of lifetimes; you are completing a cycle. In the many lives you have led on Earth, you have gradually made the transition from ego consciousness to heart consciousness. Ego consciousness is actually a wandering consciousness, a consciousness that no longer realizes where it belongs and from where it comes. It is a consciousness cut loose, separated, and lonely in the universe. Because of this, it is overcome by fear, and from that fear, the small ego is trying to hold on to a certain control of life and its surroundings. You also tried to do that on your long journey to self-realization. Ego consciousness is part of that cycle, a phase in your evolution.

However, what happened during the ego phase has left deep traces in your consciousness, because there were periods of time when you abused your power and your control. On your journey through the universe, there was a time when you exercised your manipulative powers too heavily and with a destructive effect.

The reason I now mention this is to make you aware that you suppressed shame and guilt because of doing this, and the result is that you now have difficulty in fully implementing your strength. With the transition from ego to heart consciousness comes the regret for what you did in your past, and you never intend to do that again. The result is that many of you go too far in the opposite direction by completely giving up your strength and confidence. You are even afraid of the very idea of being powerful and confident in the world. You all have become “little mice” hiding in the wings of life, because you have this resistance against fully using your self-awareness for fear of abusing your power.

In the long series of lives you have lived on the Earth, there have also been many times that the consciousness and light that you wanted to give forth from your heart was met with misunderstanding and resistance, and this has increased your fear. The rejection you experienced has discouraged you. You have experienced both these scenarios: on the one hand, a powerful ego that was too big and later caused you shame and guilt, and on the other hand, having expressed power from the heart that was very loving, but was not accepted by the society of which you were a part.

Yes, you have come a long way. You have experienced both extremes and because of that, you now live with the remnants of that past, with a resultant lack of certainty: “May I be here; am I good enough; what do I actually bring here; who am I to want to stick my head above ground level?”

Who you are is what I want to tell you about today. You are the angels of the new age. You have come to the Earth to usher in the new time, and you come in peace. You no longer come here with the sword of the ego unsheathed, you come here in peace. Now is the time to again take up your strength and to dare to believe in yourself. Yes, you are that angel of peace, because in you the cycle of lives has come to completion: from dark to light, from ego to heart, and you now want to embrace the heart based consciousness that is the result of all that experience. You want to share it with others, because you feel: “We are one. We all are here together on Earth, and we all are part of that same consciousness. Yes, even the Earth itself is one with us.” And in all your beauty, and in all you have acquired of inner wealth, you now stand on Earth and are ready to step over the threshold. It is now your time!

But we often have to gently shake you awake, as it were. We have to always keep you focused on the next step before you, as you often drown in self-doubt. You sometimes get so caught up and overcome by the three-dimensional world around you, the things you hear on the TV news and read in the newspapers. The fears, the things people discuss, everything you hear about, what is deemed impossible, what is going wrong – all these negative messages depress you. You then experience too little room for the light that you actually are, the light that you so long for, and which you unconsciously carry so powerfully within you. You underestimate your own reality, who you are, the greatness and power that you embody, and not in the sense of manipulative power, but the power of the divine presence within you.

What is necessary for you at this time is the right balance of power. Not the power of the ego, but the power of your spiritual self, of that part of you that knows itself to be carried by a unity that permeates all life. If you can again attune to that power, and align with it, you will feel at home here on Earth, one with Spirit, with the core of who you are.
That is what you are looking for, and that can be your guiding thread to finding your way and your destiny on Earth. There is room for you all on Earth; there is an abundance that is waiting for you, wealth that wants to come to you in the form of relationships, pleasant working conditions, a fine dwelling, money. On all those levels, the Earth and the earthly reality wants to receive you. It is your own self doubt that has kept you tied in knots and has not allowed those things for you.

We ask you, we almost implore you, to believe in yourself – you are it! You are the trailblazers on Earth, the ones for whom the Earth has been waiting, for whom humanity is waiting. You are who we are waiting for, because we cannot do it for you. We can encourage you, over and over, and we never tire of doing that, but it is you who have to take the decisive step, to really trust your heart, the whispers of your intuition.
To help you a little on the road, and above all to encourage you, we want to take you to the future. We ask you to travel along with us in your heart and your imagination. Imagine that you are there, on that new Earth, and that heart-based consciousness has become a reality. Envision that the keynote of earthly reality is peace and joy.

Imagine that you are in a house situated in a beautiful, natural setting. It is your house, your dwelling, and all matter feels as if it is alive. Just look around you: the walls, the windows, the roof of the house, feel how they are more alive than what you are used to in earthly matter. Everything is luminous and radiates light, and the light does not come from the sun, the light comes from within matter itself. See yourself in that house.

Your body also has that luminous quality. The cells of your body feel radiant, vital, pure, and clean. And you wear clothes that are comfortable and flow delightfully around you. You are sitting on the floor in that house, and you feel from your root chakra the deep connection with Earth. Feel the mystery of the Earth and the life that comes from Earth, as you are part of that life. You are born from the Cosmos, but you are now part of the earthly reality, and you connect those two elements.

Then you arise to go outside. Maybe there is a door, or maybe just an opening, and you stand with your bare feet on the Earth. The sun is shining, and the sky is blue, and you feel for a moment the energy from the sun. It seems as if the sun also has a different feel to it: a brightness, a shimmer, a freedom that was not there before – and your heart is pulsing with joy.

The new birth has taken place, and you feel so happy that you have a desire to celebrate it with others. You are aware that your feet are carrying you to a place where other people are gathered. There, nearby, is an open place, a square perhaps, and you go to where you hear the sound of voices. You see there the faces of people who smile at you and welcome you: “We have been waiting for you”, they say. “We are not complete without you.”

You stand among them and you feel included in a quiet, gentle, peaceful way. You are simply and completely yourself; you need not be different than you are; you are yourself and you feel connected.

When all sit down in that place, everything becomes still, everyone is listening. There comes a message: your help is needed. There is a call from the old Earth that comes to you. It is the Earth that is still trapped in the old consciousness, the Earth that you as you sit here are still a part of; it is the Earth that wants to be born anew.

You send your energy from the future to this old Earth, to its old reality of fear-based consciousness that is in the middle of a birth process with painful contractions. You send forth your confidence, your knowingness, your courage, to that old reality and to yourself as you now sit here.

Return to the present and receive that energy from the future and allow it to wash over you like a shower. That freedom where you can truly be who you are is no longer that far off. Feel supported by your own greater Self, and ask it for advice. Ask your future Self, who already exists, who is actually alive inside you now! Time does not exist; it is all illusory. You can now connect with that Self who has finished the birth process.

As you hold the vibration of your future Self in your heart, the old fears, the old pain of your descent, all that struggle will be behind you. You can now celebrate life. You can hold hands with others and pass along the beautiful gifts you have to share – and you can actually share them now! Imagine that your light, your unique qualities, your beauty – all of it – is circling around this room. You radiate it outwardly and the people here are affected by it, and their path is made easier because of it. Let it be; allow the wisdom that is yours to flow throughout your body: through your heart, through your abdomen, through your root chakra. Receive from Heaven; receive from Earth; receive from the future the help that is there for you.

And when you feel the lightness that goes with it, then it is truly beneficial. Then you have connected with who you are, with your deepest core. And that is all you need to do in order to find you way in life: connect with that light, that simplicity, that ease. What flows freely is what is beneficial.

In essence, life is not difficult. You are a channel; there is wisdom and light flowing through you, and whenever you allow the connection with Earth, and share your gifts with others, you bring change to this world, while at the same time you free yourself from it. You let go, yet you leave behind a trail for others, because there will come a day when they, too, will want to let go of fear-based consciousness. You are making tracks with your energy.
Therefore, congratulate yourself and be proud of yourself. Do not look to those things that you still want to achieve. Look at all that you have already done, and what you have overcome in yourself of emotions, of fear, of limitation.

Be proud that you incarnated in a human body while sensing the promise of a new reality dawning, both inside and outside. You took the leap on faith. That is testimony to your courage and your strength! Therefore, dare to be guided by your heart in your everyday life, and make decisions corresponding with the energy you now feel, with the lightness of the new Earth. Do not go against what your gut feeling tells you, dare to trust. We love you, feel our presence.

© Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.net

Jeshua: Making Your Own Choices,

3/28/2014

Jeshua: Making Your Own Choices, channeled by Pamela Kribbe,
March 2014 at: http://jeshua.net

Translation by Erna Hoek and Frank Tehan

Dear friends, I greet you all from the heart. Feel my heart, for I am connected to you. Breathe me in. There is a brotherhood between us, a like-mindedness between you and me and a larger group of soul friends, of lightworkers. Some you know, others you do not, at least not in the earthly sense, but there is an affinity, a greater union of which you are a part. Feel that union inside yourself.

You all are trying to find a balance between your earthly being and your soul being. On the one hand, you are an earthly human, born in a body with a predisposition toward a certain personality, and you are raised in the cultures and traditions of Earth. On the other hand, there is the larger reality of your soul, your cosmic heritage. Your soul is much older than this single life and has built up a lot of experience in various incarnations. On top of that, as a soul, you are part of a larger spiritual family which, in addition to your earthly family, dwells partially on Earth and partially in other worlds.

The merging of your soul with your earthly self is often confusing for you. How do you integrate both? Many of you feel the reality of your soul. You feel something flowing through you that is “not of this Earth”, something that can not be attributed to your upbringing, genes, or cultural background. There is something unique and unfathomable that makes you “you”.

Sensitive people can catch glimpses of their soul, because they are intuitively connected with an inner world beyond space and time, and they often want to be fully of that world. They feel that their Home, their Source, is there, and they are correct. However, because you are living as a human being, here and now, it is necessary to give the connection with your soul an embodiment – “hands and feet”. You should not sever the connection between your soul and Earth, rather just the opposite: put yourself more firmly into that connection, and do it with enthusiasm and passion. Then you have truly integrated your earthly self and your soul self.

The reason this is often difficult for you is that many of you lightworkers give precedence to your soul over your earthly personality. You assume your soul knows best what to do. However, although you as an earthly human should let yourself be inspired by your soul, you are, and you should be, the one who determines the choices and makes the decisions. You are the one who ultimately creates your life, and let me explain.

You often wonder: “What should I now do? How should I handle this situation? What does this mean for me?” You are inclined to look for the answer outside yourselves, and by that, I mean, outside your earthly personality. If you are not yet that far ahead on the path of inner development, you look for a person outside yourself to give you the answer; someone you look up to, someone who you think has the necessary expertise in the matter. So your question tends to be: “Can you tell me what to do?” When you do that, you make yourself small – as far as insight and knowledge goes – by placing the other person above yourself.

However, when you become spiritually mature, you take responsibility for yourself and your choices. You can still consult another person, someone you esteem highly, whom you respect, and you can evaluate this person’s advice from all sides, but you yourself decide what you do with that advice. That is the way of a mature soul, an adult person.

Now, you all know that you should not lean on another person for your choices, but you still do that a lot in your relationships with your spiritual guides and your soul. For example, you wonder: “What should I do in this situation? What is the best choice for me?” From your desire for security, you turn to a spiritual source for advice: to your guides, teachers, or angels on the other side, or to your own higher self. Or you consult a spiritual medium to provide you with “higher” information, or you try to get in touch with your soul, your higher self, or your guides by yourself. But look a little more closely at what that means. You are, in fact, making the same action as when you turn to another person to ask their advice: you are searching outside yourself for answers.

Of course, you can say: “Yes, but those spiritual sources really know better than I do; they have a better overview or perspective; my guides are further developed than I am; my soul moves in a higher dimension, so it is good to turn to it to get advice.” But again, you are depreciating your “little” earthly personality when you do that. You often consider your earthly personality to not be the wisest and highest part of yourself, and that you have to turn to some “authority” who better understands the situation and what you should do with your life. This is a mistake, and that is my message today.

First of all, the soul is not perfect – it is also developing. It is a dynamic reality which is continually enriched by experiences. Certainly the soul has a perspective that transcends the perspective of a human being and often has a greater vision. The soul also understands more deeply, and has more of an overview of the whole puzzle, while you on Earth have a few puzzle pieces in your hands and do not see the bigger picture. But the important point is that, yes, it is good to feel your soul, to connect with it, to consult it, and to get information from that multi-dimensional, developing, dynamic source.

But eventually it is you, the earthly self who carries your earthly name – that unique self that you are right now – who must make the choice! There is a moment of choice in every thing you do, which is, and always will be, completely yours. Neither your soul, nor a guide, nor the wisest teacher on Earth – not even God – can do this for you. In fact, a real spiritual teacher does not want to take over for you.

The necessity to make your own choices actually addresses your own unique power: that you create your earthly life in your own way. And in addition to that, you can still appeal to all kinds of sources of knowledge and wisdom, earthly as well as cosmic. But the challenge for you is to relate these external sources to your inner truth and to feel what is right for you and what is not.

There is no such thing as absolute knowledge – everything is relative. What is true in your life reveals itself in the relationship between you and the world, and that relationship is unique and different for every person. No matter how much information you receive from outside yourself, what is important is for you to evaluate this information and to relate it to your situation – your everyday reality and your earthly being – to see if it is applicable.

Feel your earthly personality, with all its facets: its fear, pain, hope, joy, and all those emotions that so deeply and tangibly form earthly, human life. These emotions are often confusing, even overwhelming, and you are looking for something to hold on to above or outside yourself. But I would like to stress that the answer and the foundation lie within you, and not in your soul or in your higher self, but within you. You actually are your higher self and your soul, but you are a part and not the total. You are an aspect of your total Self; you are the aspect that has incarnated here and now, and who is gathering experiences and that is why you know best what is good for you.

Descend into your body, which is so closely connected to your earthly self. Let your consciousness descend into your body in a comfortable, relaxed way. Imagine that your consciousness is a light, and that light is who you are and who makes the choices. It chooses to be completely here and now, and to descend into your chest, your abdomen, your upper legs and knees, and all the way down to your lower legs and feet. Feel the light completely penetrate your body, and feel your body’s power and vitality. Feel how your body is much more than a combination of physical cells: it is a living, wise, inspired being. And who are you? You are the one who has connected with this body for this lifetime. You are beautiful and vast, and you have connected to this being who now carries your name. Feel the courage and the bravery it took to do that.

You came here as a beam of light from your soul, and you incarnated in this body and personality, which are completely new. You are part of your soul, but you also add something essential to your soul, something new and unique, and that is you. You are a self-reliant whole; you are not dependent on forces larger than yourself. You are a creation unto itself – better said: a creator unto itself. Feel the value and the power and the beauty of being that.

My deepest wish is that you will recognize your own value and will no longer speak about a higher or lower self, but that you will recognize your earthly self as the anchor of your existence, here and now. From that self, you can consult other earthly sources, guides, teachers, therapists, advisors, doctors, or your own soul by way of meditation or inner contemplation, and take in all that information, but then you will make your own considered choices.

And how do you do that? That is probably your next question. Try it. Imagine that you now have a question in your life that makes you feel desperate, of which you think: “I really don’t know what to do”. Now completely descend into your earthly self, say your own name, feel the light of consciousness in your abdomen, in your root chakra. Then again ask yourself the question and feel an answer come up from deep within: from your foundation, your core. You just know it. You have the inner knowledge and resources that are necessary to answer your life’s questions.

It is in you, you are the anchor, the collection point of knowledge, experience, light. And from everything you have built up in this life you make choices, based on your power of discernment. Own that power, that freedom. That is what makes you “big” and allows your self-awareness to grow, so start trusting your own discernment and choices, your sense of what is best for you. It is not about knowing things for certain; it is about daring to trust who you are and what you feel deep inside. You are here, not to make “perfect” choices, but to experience your own creative power by learning and growing from the choices you make.

That is why I now want to symbolically give a torch of light to you to express that you do not have to look to me for the light. It is in you and I want to make you aware of that; I want to give it back to you. In the past, you have searched outside yourselves too often. See if you can accept the torch that I offer to you and internalize it as something that is yours. Look to where that torch goes in your body, to where it has its natural resting place. It is there where resides your deepest knowing about what is your path. You make the choices and you learn from the choices you make, and that is exactly how it should be in this human life.

Do not underestimate the true power of “you”, the embodied earthly you. It is the most intimate source of wisdom you will ever have. You are the creator of your life.

© Pamela Kribbe, www.jeshua.net

Jeshua: Paradises on Earth, channeled by Pamela Kribbe

3/27/2014

Jeshua: Paradises on Earth, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, March 25, 2014 at: http://jeshua.net

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

Dear friends, I welcome you here today, and I greet you all from the bottom of my heart. It is my greatest pleasure to be with you. I admire you for your courage and perseverance.

You have come on Earth in order to contribute something to this time of transition. You all carry a very precious gift within you: the gift that you are. And you want to give it to the Earth, because you love her. You have been on Earth many times and a part of you belongs to her.

You are light bearers. You desire to bring light into a reality that has been immersed in darkness, where darkness stands for fear, ignorance, and a desire for power. And you yourself have also been lost in that darkness, because a part of your mission is for you to become acquainted with the darkness so that you might find the strength from within to overcome it.

You have immersed yourself in darkness in order to experience what the light looks like, and what it feels like to rediscover yourself on Earth as an angel of light. The original discovery happened quite naturally, because when you are in an atmosphere of light, love, and security, there are almost no boundaries between you and the whole. But what you have now done, what your mission was and is, is for this light – this sense of oneness and complete security – to be brought to Earth so it might incarnate in this earthly atmosphere.

In doing so, you are apt to waver, because you sometimes doubt if you can truly lay a foundation of this energy on Earth. There are doubts and fears, and so I want to help you remember who you really are. I want to bring you back to the atmosphere of light and love from which you originally came by asking you to envision that you are now there. In this way, we anchor a portion of that atmosphere here and now on Earth. That atmosphere, you might say, is the atmosphere of Paradise, or what you imagine as Paradise.

Allow any images to arise that fulfill your idea of Paradise. Deeply hidden in your heart lies a spot where nostalgia exists for that place, for that love and light. Envision something concrete. Maybe you will see a beautiful landscape before you where everything flourishes and grows in profusion. See yourself walk through it and find a home for yourself. Create a landscape, a place, where you feel comfortable, where you are connected with nature and the countryside around you. Come to rest there, and just be in that place and listen to the sounds of nature.

See the light around you, and the plants and trees that bloom. Feel the abundance of who you are, because this is you. This environment expresses who you really are. Take the healing energies of nature into you. Feel the magic of who you truly are, which is an angel in the depths of your being. Divine powers of creation belong to your nature. You are the source of all your creations; you can manifest whatever you want, and attract whatever you need.

If you are in this place, in your portion of Paradise, then it is easy and you will see that this way of being is natural for you. Feel the peace of this place deep in all the cells of your body. And feel how from this place you have traveled many times to Earth, as well as to other realms, perhaps less dense and material than Earth, or perhaps other planets. The important fact is that you have made many journeys; you, the soul, that core, that divine spark, which rests deep within you.

Imagine for a moment that you are a sun and you consist of a warm comforting light that fills you, and from the center of that sun you send out rays to all kinds of realities. One of those rays is now incarnated on Earth, and that is you. You are here to search for opportunities and ways to establish your light on Earth; ways to radiate your solar power as much as possible so it can shine on to Earth. Yet it sometimes can be that you get lost, that you feel stuck in a dead-end alley and you are unable to really experience your own light. I ask you to let that idea go, the idea that things are not possible, that you are stuck, that you are powerless. Try to let go of that feeling of contraction for a moment.

Just imagine that you actually get out of that dead-end alley, and by using that ray of sun that you are, you get back to the center of the sun. Let go, for a moment, of everything in your life for which you try so hard, about which you fret so much, and whatever your mind dwells on. Let it all go, and using that beam of light that you are, sail with that ray in to the center of that sun, in to the core of your being.

Find yourself back in that place in nature, in Paradise, where you feel that anything is possible; where you are not bound by time and by material limitations. Then imagine that on that spot, you find a creative activity that really suits you. You imagine that you live and work there, and whatever you need is at your disposal. There are also friends who support and stimulate you, and with whom you are connected in a loving way. Imagine that you live in this portion of Paradise in a community where you belong, and see what you would love to do there.

What creative task would come to you easily? Do not limit yourself in your imagination. What do you like to do? Do you like to work in nature? Do you enjoy making or building things? Do you enjoy cooking? Do you create art? Do you do something with music or dance? Or do you help other people in some way? And mind you, there are no restrictions – there is abundance. Your contribution is appreciated.

Look for what you feel naturally drawn to, and then imagine that you do this activity. And look at what rhythm – how much and how often – you would like to be involved in doing that activity. What feels good for you? What makes you happy; what makes you content? Search for that moment in which you feel completely connected with the world around you and in which you feel: “This is me; this is the way I express myself”.

Feel the warm acceptance of the people around you and how nature thanks you for your contribution and appreciates you. You will add to the whole, because you are one with all others and yet you make a unique contribution to the whole. You sense how easily that happens; how you can draw from many incarnations in which you gathered experiences with this activity, this talent. This creative activity happens of its own accord, naturally, because you already know so much about it.

Then imagine that you take this creative activity of Paradise into the light beam of your present incarnation, and you let the energy from your inner sun-self slowly enter into your body – right here, right now. Hold on to that image: the ease, the love, the warmth with which this embodiment happens. Trust that these talents are going to manifest easily, and allow them to come into your physical heart, here and now. Feel again the magic of who you are. Let the light flow through your spine, all the way down to your tailbone. See this golden light slowly flow down through your tailbone, your legs and feet, and take root in Earth. And feel how enthusiastically Earth says “yes” to this golden stream that you are, because Earth wants to help you to manifest.

From this golden stream of light, look within to your fears and doubts, the part in you that feels powerless and unable to change your external circumstances. Imagine a dead-end alley where a part of you always bumps up against a wall. Then imagine how the golden light from your sun-self, that light full of love and compassion, flows into that alley in a completely accepting way and invites you to get out by letting go of the struggle. There are opportunities and possibilities awaiting you. Things are not always what they seem to be, and sometimes new opportunities come from an unexpected source that you can not anticipate with your rational mind.

Now completely wrap that golden energy around yourself. Know that the security and love of that atmosphere of light from where you came is also available now, if you allow it to be so. You only need to say “yes”, and to trust.

You often struggle against yourself. There is a knowing in you, a desire, a homesickness to set down this golden light on Earth and to bathe yourself in it, and yet, at the same time, you falter because you get caught up in fears and doubts. I appeal to your determination and to your faith that you can keep persevering, for you all have made a long journey through many lifetimes and many centuries of time. You have come with a beautiful flower in your hand, a flower you want to plant here on Earth. And know you are being helped and supported by energies from beyond the Earth – spiritual energies.

Trust that, however slowly this happens, you are getting ever closer to the core of yourself. And by doing that, you are doing what you intended and that is to bring Paradise on to Earth. That is your mission and that is the advent of the new age. The New Earth is you bringing Paradise on to Earth. You bring a portion of your light and love, and the sense of security associated with the heavenly realm, on to Earth. That is the advent of the new age.

I greet you all from my heart and send you energies of encouragement and confidence. You are doing something grand and I want nothing more than to reassure and support you on your way.

© Pamela Kribbe, www.jeshua.net

Earth: The Flow of Receiving in Your Life, channeled by Pamela Kribbe

12/19/2013

Earth: The Flow of Receiving in Your Life, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, December 2013 at: Www.jeshua.net

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

Dear women and men,

I am the Earth who speaks. I greet you from my heart, a heart that beats within you. I flow through your body and am with you, and I want to support you and give you what you need. You are connected to me in and through your body and I continually send you signals as an invitation. Listen to me – I am speaking to you through your body. Take a moment now of rest and relaxation so you can feel my presence in you.

Your consciousness is Light, and you can imagine it as a kind of beam. This shaft of Light can focus in a variety of ways to allow the Light to shine forth. Your consciousness is a concentration of awareness that is neutral in itself, because there is no thought process in it, in the sense of judging or ordering. It is a more neutral, objective way of being, and you are that consciousness.

That consciousness has descended into the body that you now have, the one you live through right now. Fill your body with your consciousness, by starting with your feet. Let your attention flow through your feet, without any expectation or motive. Your feet find that attention wonderful; they bathe in your awareness. Feel Light flow along the soles of your feet, and through your toes and heels.

Feel how the Light relaxes you. Let it travel upward as you focus your attention on your ankles, your calves and knees, and up through your thighs to your hips and pelvis. And let your Light flow into the area of your abdomen. Take your time doing this, so you really feel anchored in your body. Feel the Light of your consciousness flow in gentle currents, rippling through your legs and your abdomen. Feel how your mind comes to rest, and become fully aware that you are consciousness – you are Light.

If there are thoughts, take notice of them in the same way you would notice external sounds, such as the barking of a dog outside. You are not the barking of a dog and you are not your thoughts. You are the consciousness that is aware.

Feel the open space that is your consciousness. You are that space, the space between your thoughts, between the many sensations and stimuli in your head and your body. Feel how free that consciousness is. It looks at all these sensations and playfully interacts with them.

When your Light is so casual and free, when it connects in openness with your body, the Earth part of you is nourished. This is the most healing Light that you can ever receive, the Light of your own soul, your own consciousness. This Light has healing power, so allow it to flow to a place in your body where you have stored tension, the place that you recognize as a vulnerable spot in your body. Again, without any judgment, and very objectively, allow the Light to flow to it. This is how balance is restored.

Today, I want to speak about the flow of receiving in your life. The deepest form of receiving is to accept yourself as you are. With the Light that is in you, you look at your humanity, your feelings, your emotions, your fears, or your stubbornness. You surround them with this gentle and objective Light. Only then do you create the fertile bedding that is needed to receive.

The deepest desire in a human being is to be embraced, to be seen lovingly, to be recognized, to be enclosed in the arms of an unconditional loving mother. That gives security and tranquility. In that security, in that restful repose, you begin to radiate. You are who you are, naturally, as a flower that emerges from the bud. When its bedding is fertile, the flower comes forth and begins to bloom naturally with its own radiance.

It is meant to be in this life that you begin to feel that unconditional love for yourself. This is a great challenge, because there lives in human beings an ingrained tendency to look for love outside themselves. Fear and uncertainty drive you to search beyond yourself. You try to nurture yourself by way of external energies, so as to feel satisfied, to feel embraced, and to belong.

But your path is a different one. Your deepest and most holy command is to accept yourself regardless of all external influences, to embrace yourself with that loving Light that you are. And that includes those deep and dark layers that you would rather hide away and do not want to experience. The instrument with which you can love, accept, and embrace yourself is already within you. It is the Light of which I spoke above, the awareness that you are. Feel it for a moment deep in your abdomen. It is a Light that is beyond this world, and is not bound by time and space or form. It is an eternal Light that is completely your own and unique. Feel your own Light.

You have allowed the Light of your consciousness to circulate through your legs and into the area of your pelvis and abdomen. I ask you to now take the Light higher, to the area of your solar plexus, which runs through your stomach. Allow the Light to flow through here very objectively and calmly.

The solar plexus is a very important center. A few days ago, I talked about how you are acting as an intermediary between the power of the Heavens and that of the Earth, between the flow of your soul and that of your body. Your solar plexus is literally at the center of that interaction. In a way, it is the mediator. The earthly personality that you are finds its foundation here.

I would like to tell you about that earthly personality. In one sense, the earthly personality is a kind of navigator who has to deal with many different influences, and who must integrate, in a balanced way, the inspiration from above, from the soul, with the emotional forces from the inner child. The earthly body has to take all that in, along with the external influences: people, situations, challenges.

The last time I spoke, I discussed two kinds of influence that can throw you off balance and cause disruption. One was fear and the other was control, the wanting to manipulate. If you now look at the center of the solar plexus you can imagine that this is the seat of the ego, that part of you that must mediate between all these influences and flows and take action in this world of time and space, of material form. I do not see the ego as something bad. I see it as a necessity, given that is needed in this world in order to get all the different energy flows in balance so you can express yourself here in this earthly environment. It enables you to give and to receive.

Now, there are roughly two pitfalls for the ego, which is centered in your solar plexus. The ego can either make itself too small or it can make itself too big. If it makes itself too small, it retreats energetically into your solar plexus and finds itself in a tense state of fear, anxiety, and worry. It thinks constantly that it “can’t”, that it is not good enough, that you need others, and that you are powerless. Look within yourself to see if you recognize that type of ego.

See if amidst the major influences that you encounter in life – the soul power, the emotional urgings of the inner child, the pressures from the outside world – you often have the feeling that everything is too much for you. See if your ego evokes fear and wants to hide, or if you have difficulty taking up personal space, or if you look for excuses or ways to escape this reality. Those are forms of too small an ego that is ruled by fear, or is sometimes even traumatized.

Now there is also the possibility of a too big an ego. That also makes itself felt in the area of the solar plexus. A too big ego feels somewhat bloated and forced – it wants too much. A too big ego overestimates its ability to set things to its own hand, to shape and direct the world. It thinks continually: “I need to organize this, I want to settle this, or things won’t work out without me.” It wants to keep control and in this way it limits its own possibilities. Because when the ego wants to exert too much control, it irrevocably closes off the flow of impulses from the soul.

You can say there are blinders on, or tunnel vision, when you want to control things too much from a too big an ego. Also, a big ego often has little connection with the inner child. The emotions and the emotional signals that emerge from the child are often ignored or seen as too burdensome. The ego wants to move forward to its goals. It keeps you stuck in its tunnel vision. Look inside yourself to see if you recognize this trait. See if there have been times in your life when you clung to the goals of your ego, afraid to let go.

Usually, both aspects of ego are found in most people. Sometimes it is the case that for one person there is a greater emphasis on the aspect of too small an ego, while for another it is the aspect of too big an ego that is playing tricks on them. But in both cases, you will eventually become cut off from your heart, your soul, and your emotions.

The way to get back to your center, to allowing the restoration of balance, and toward reopening the channel to the soul and the inner child, is by looking at yourself lovingly and observing, in an objective way, what you are doing. Do you feed yourself with disparaging and oppressive thoughts? Do you make yourself small? You then create a story around that idea that things cannot be otherwise and that it is okay that way.

Examine the story in detail. Look at it carefully to see how that story is ruled by fear, by an ego that does not dare to take up personal space, to trust itself and its own strength. Surround that ego with love, understanding, and gentleness.

When your ego goes too much in the other direction, when it refuses to let go and insists on determining and ruling everything, then become aware of this belief structure, but do it with a gentle and understanding gaze. Laugh about how you make a mess of things when you stubbornly and obstinately stick to a tunnel vision. Let yourself be pleasantly surprised by new possibilities. Remember that it is often a virtue not to know something, to be open to the new.

Why do I speak today about these two forms of an unbalanced ego? Because it is the key to being able to receive what life wants to give to you. You disconnect from the receiving flow by making yourself either too small or too big. By seeing these tendencies in yourself and smiling at them, you naturally come back to your center. Feel that for a moment. Envision that behind or beside you is your soul and before or beside you stands your inner child. Feel the great and wise power of your soul, who knows so much more than you can with your human mind. Trust her! Trust him!

Imagine that in your solar plexus lives a small figure, a man or a woman, a figure that represents your ego, and look at it very objectively. Does that figure reach forward and try to order everything? Or does that figure back away because it is all too much, too overwhelming, and calls up too much fear within it? Look what movement your ego is tempted to make, toward or away from. Finally, imagine that your ego is balanced and that this figure in your solar plexus is in an upright, standing position. It is connected with your soul and the Heavens from above, and with your body and the Earth from below. Feel how supportive and liberating that is for your ego, for your personality. Everything becomes freer and more fluid. It is a gentle flow of unconditional love. Allow this flow to happen, and allow it to uplift you.

Earth: Trust the Earth, channeled by Pamela Kribbe

12/18/2013

Earth: Trust the Earth, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, December 2013 at: www.jeshua.net

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

Dear friends,

I am the voice of the Earth. Feel my presence here within you and beneath your feet. I am present in your body; I flow through all your cells. And it is through your body that you are connected with nature, with everything around you that grows, lives, and breathes. Become aware of the living presence of nature around you here at this moment. Feel the trees around this building, the land on which this building sets. Feel the plants, the birds, and the trees.

If you observe closely, you can sense how your presence affects those living beings, as well. Not only do you sense them, they also sense you. Even this building is alive because everything from which it was originally made contains the energies of the Earth. There is consciousness in everything around you. Matter is animated consciousness. Feel the energy, the consciousness, in this building, the history that it has and what you bring to it. You often underestimate the effect that you have just by being somewhere.

Now, sink deeper into your body. Just as you observed your surroundings with your consciousness, do this now with your body in a very objective way: feel your head, your throat, your chest. Then sink deeper into your abdomen and feel my energy – I will guide you. I welcome you when you do this. I, too, am alive; I have a consciousness of my own. Feel how I assist you by drawing you deeper into your body as you sink down along your spine into your tailbone. Feel my nurturing energy, for I am your mother. Feel me in your thighs and knees, your calves and ankles, and throughout your feet.

Today, we will remain down here in this part of your body. There is an old idea instilled in people’s minds that inspiration comes from above, that deep spiritual understanding is born from a connection with the heavenly, the cosmic, that which is above you. But today I ask you to pay attention to what lies below you, the ground beneath your feet, the living Earth.

Many of you have experienced pain, disappointment, deep sadness, or loneliness, which has become lodged in your lower chakras. As a result, your awareness has ascended, along with your consciousness – it has left your body so to speak – because all the emotions you had on the earthly level were too painful for you to experience. I understand that, and I also understand how difficult it is to fully descend into an area of your body that feels so very vulnerable. It requires deep surrender, a deep faith in life.

It is very human to build up a protective armor whenever you have felt yourself seriously damaged. Still, such armor holds you back from life; it robs you from your deepest strength. And you cannot live like that, because doing so constrains you as if you were in prison. However, the flow of life, the power of the soul, is always stronger than the prisons you build within yourself. From your soul, there is always another thrust, a driving force toward opening and surrendering to life, to all there is.

The emotional wounds you have suffered are wounds that have been inflicted here on Earth. They may have happened in this life, or in past lives, but because they were sustained here on Earth, and are in your soul memory, you have come to associate Earth with a violent place, a place that is coarse, frightening, threatening.

When you return here and incarnate anew, and you again hear the call of your soul – because it is unstoppable and will time and again knock on your door – you are probably able to open to this call at the level of your heart. But when you go more deeply into your body, it often becomes so frightening that you withdraw your awareness from this part of your body. Then you become a divided being. A part of you says “yes” and wants to move forward as it feels the radiance, the invitation of a new time. But the parts below the heart, the lower chakras do not dare get involved and so remain closed.

Today, I want to offer you a way to regain confidence in that part of you. I would like to point out that the fears you carry with you have originated mainly from human society in the past, with the energies that prevailed then, by which you have felt rejected and unwelcome. But remember that you also have a connection with Earth itself – with me – independent of all human thought forms and collective energies that surround the Earth.

I, too, would like to liberate myself from these negative energies. I am also on a path of inner growth and evolution, and I am going through a process of rebirth. I will emerge into a new time in which there is more harmony between humans and nature. It helps both of us if you remind yourself of who I really am, of my living essence. By connecting with me, with the consciousness that is so eager to welcome you here, you erase the memories of pain from the past.

Give it a try. Allow your lower chakras, those within your abdomen and your legs to be filled with the power of the Earth. I would like to offer you something, a short guided journey, to help you feel that energy more fully. There are all kinds of nature kingdoms surrounding you, richly inhabited by diverse creatures who live on Earth. Each makes their own contribution as part of the whole.

I ask you to now think of a tree, a solid, wide, well-rooted tree that has been standing there for a long time. Its crown reaches toward the sky, while its roots extend deeply into the soil. Meet with the essence of this tree, for a moment, with a light and playful feeling. Simply imagine that you sit inside the tree and, with your awareness, feel its silent, stable, grounded power. Descend into its roots. Feel how this being lives, grows, and radiates its energy on Earth. Feel what the tree has to give to you, what aspect of its energy appeals to you the most.

Let that energy flow through you and receive it, and sense what the tree wants to receive from you, because in everything there is an exchange. It feels your presence, just as you feel its presence. The tree is also a living energy and is aware of you, too. See how it experiences your visit.

I would like to tell you more about this experience. You often see yourself as the great despoiler on Earth, the one who pollutes the Earth and upsets its natural balance. That is to some extent true, because there is a deep disharmony between humans and nature at this time. But I want to remind you that I, the Earth, and all my natural kingdoms, welcome you. You are welcome on Earth. We enjoy and benefit from your presence and your energy. You come here to bring something new and exceptional: the sharing of your starlight and cosmic wisdom. In a sense, you all are visitors here. With one foot, you are part of the Earth, a physical being just like the animals and the plants.

Yet at the same time, you come to Earth to bring something else, an entirely new way of being. You have freedom, a free will. You can develop; you can channel Light to Earth, something that gives a new impetus to all life here. Feel, for a moment, the interaction between humans and nature within that tree. Feel that the tree enjoys and is elated by your presence. It sets something in motion, which is simply the flow of love. That which you truly are, most deeply affects the tree. You can see that in ordinary ways in your surroundings, in your garden, in your pets. When you interact intimately with them, they then give something to you in return.

I ask you to now choose an animal that wants to come to you to clarify something. Allow it to emerge in your imagination. An animal wants to come to you to help you feel good and safe on Earth and well connected with the ground beneath you, so you are ready to manifest yourself with security and safety. The animal knows that security, that refuge. It is by nature one with the Earth, and it has no doubts about its right to exist. It simply exists, lives, breathes, and grows.

Enter with your consciousness into that animal. Allow yourself to merge with it, easily. Feel for a moment the lack of thought processes in this animal. It is not plagued by excessive thinking in the way that humans are. Feel how nature flows effortlessly through this animal. Receive what you need, whatever touches you in this animal. Feel how close it brings you to the Earth. Feel the purity, the wholesomeness of this animal. See what the animal senses about your coming here, and how you merge your energy with its energy. Feel that your energy is welcome, that it touches something in the animal, does it good, and gives it a boost. There is an interaction between you both.

What your animal asks you to do is to become familiar with the energies of nature so you will begin to feel at home on Earth, and know there is a place here for you. And to put it in stronger terms, that the nature kingdoms are waiting for you. We want to be inspired by the energy that you bring. In exchange, we want to receive you, so you can become part of our wholeness. You are so welcome here.

I am thankful for your courage and your perseverance. We are moving toward a new era on Earth. In that new era, it is essential for human beings and nature to again work together from an inner connection. Everything is conscious and wants to cooperate with each other. That is how it is meant to be. Every natural creature feels that it is part of the whole.

My deepest wish is that you also know yourself to be part of the whole here on Earth. That you experience your Home, not only being of cosmic origin, but that you experience it being with the living creatures around you. Celebrate life with all there is here. That is the grand task that is before humankind today. That will bring the Earth to fruition and make you all into inspired and joyful beings.

Jeshua via Pamela Kribbe: Two Types of Darkness

9/16/2013

Jeshua: Two Types of Darkness, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, September 13, 2013 – www.jeshua.net

Dear friends, I am Jeshua, an old friend who loves to share this afternoon with you, simply being together in the energy of love and unity. This is something you desire so much, because quite often you feel adrift and lost in life on Earth. I am here to remind you of the truth that lives within you, in your soul. It is not observable with the naked eye, and you often lose touch with that truth when you are busy and involved in your many activities, duties and responsibilities.

Please take a moment to become still and let all those external pressures fall away. Sense the silence deep within you. The silence in your heart is not a void, but a full presence that can only be sensed if you take a step back from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. We are here today to take that step back in order for you to remember who you are, and to revitalize yourself with the fullness of silence in your heart. This enables you to begin to live again, but now with more ease and joy.

Life seems to be a battle at times, but that is not how it is meant to be. You are here essentially to experience yourself, to remember your strength and your beauty as radiant angels of light, and to share that light with others. By doing that you will feel at home on Earth. Life will become simple again, easy and joyful.

So go within, together with me, and remember the source from which you came: the imperishable, eternal Light that is ever moving and changing, taking new forms, and still always undivided and One. You are part of that stream, and in fact, nothing can happen to you. You are safe and whole even now, dwelling in your earthly body. You are safe even in this world, which seems to be dominated by struggle and conflict.

Today we talk about Light and darkness, and about bringing Light into darkness. And what is darkness? It is something that evokes resistance in you as a human being. No one wants to experience darkness; no one wants to suffer pain, sadness, or fear. Yet it is part of our life. So why is that darkness there?

People have asked this question for centuries. Now, to start with, much depends on how you ask the question. Do you ask the question from an attitude of openness: “Why is there darkness, why is this happening to me, what should I do with it?” Or do you pose the question from fear, anger, and resistance: “Why on earth is that darkness present in my life, and how can I beat or avoid it?” Feel the despair and the resistance the latter question expresses, and recognize those emotions within yourself, because it such a human reaction to resist what feels dark, unwholesome, or difficult.

The deepest challenge to you as a human being is to say “yes” to situations that you initially refuse to accept; to say “yes” to what you want to avoid at all costs. It requires great inner strength to say “yes” to what comes in your life in the form of darkness. If you can not find that strength, which is understandable, and you say “no,” you harden in opposition to that which happens, and the darkness becomes deeper and the despair increases.

There are actually two kinds of darkness in life. The first darkness is something external that happens to you on your path in life. It can be a divorce from someone you love, the loss of a loved one, a disease or an accident, anything that deeply distresses you: a crisis, a major setback. I will call this darkness one.

And then there is your reaction to it, your emotional response. Every human being is inclined to initially resist fate, to rail against the darkness. But if you keep up your resistance and close down and keep saying “no”, by passing judgment on what is happening in your life, then there is an additional layer of darkness, a second kind of darkness. I will call this darkness two. It surrounds darkness one.

Darkness one brings you into a level of intense, deep emotions. Something happens in your life that brings a lot of grief, fear, and pain, and as you experience those emotions, you are very much alive. Life flows through you as a thundering wave. Can you allow this to happen? Deep emotional burdens strike you – they shock you – and then it becomes a question of whether you have the strength to trust that there is something in that experience that will take you somewhere. That you trust that life has meaning, even though we, as human beings, often do not understand the meaning.

To put it in even stronger terms, to accept that your soul may have chosen to have this experience, perhaps to bring something hidden to the surface, to heal something you did not know needed healing. There is then a moment of choice when you are confronted with strong emotions: acceptance and surrender, or resistance and closing off.

It is most human to want to say “no”. I will not say it is wrong, but by doing so, you are putting an extra layer of darkness onto the darkness already present. This layer I will call “darkness two”, a second kind of darkness. This darkness comes from within; it is your reaction to darkness one. If you persist in saying “no”, the flow of your emotions will come to a stop and you will become stuck. “No, I do not want to experience this; I refuse; I cannot accept it”. If you persist, you will be filled with resentment, anger, and bitterness. These sentiments are not emotions really, they are judgments that freeze the natural flow of emotion inside you. Darkness two prevents life from flowing through you; you have put up walls and defenses. In the end, this may attract grave forms of darkness to you, such as deep despair, alienation and depression. When you are in a depression, the flow of life has almost halted. You feel dead inside.

Life is always subject to change. Life inherently holds the possibility for growth and healing, for a new birth, if you trust it at a basic level. But if you persist in saying “no”, you shut out that possibility. You keep insisting that life is not as it should be and as you judge life in this way you disconnect yourself from it. In this way, you reach the deepest darkness that a human being can experience. It is not darkness one (external situations) that brings people to the deepest level of darkness, it is the persistent refusal to accept the emotions arising from darkness one. This is darkness two: an inward hardening, a shutting down of your feeling nature.

How does one bring Light into this kind of darkness? If someone arrives in the first kind of darkness, and becomes very sad, anxious, and distressed, you can still reach them. They are still alive, they are in touch with the emotions running through their body and psyche and they actively seek for the meaning behind what is happening to them. This person is still whole and healthy from a psychological standpoint, even if they face very grave situations. A person dealing with darkness one is in need of comfort and compassion, and they are able to receive and appreciate a loving gesture from another – they are still very much alive.

But someone who persists in their refusal to accept, who keeps saying “no”, such a person closes off from receiving love. They shut down, not only against their inner Light, but also against the Light from outside that wants to come to them through others. That is loneliness, that is being lost – that is hell on Earth. And I tell you that each of you knows this hell from within. Maybe you are not quite aware of it, but for most people, a process of shutting down already started during their childhood.

You know how a child stands spontaneous and uninhibited in the world, and how their emotions flow easily. These emotions often pass quickly through their being, because there are no barriers put up, no closed gates. Generally, life freely flows through a child. There are exceptions, of course, because some children carry burdens from early childhood or past lives, but you get the point I am making. Being a child is to be in a state of relative openness. A child is alive and spontaneous because it can not be otherwise; it has not yet learned to rein in itself the way adults do.

But as you grow up, you start to experience emotions which you don’t know how to deal with. People are trained by society to shy away from difficult emotions, so often the adults around you do not help you understand those emotions and speak about it. Most of you become confused as a child. You start to believe you are strange and different. Maybe as a child you were still full of inspiration, enthusiasm, love, dreams, and those dreams bump against the harshness of reality. Without understanding what is happening, you begin to put up barriers created by the fears and prejudices that exist in your family environment, or later at school and in the people you meet. Doors close, and this often happens subconsciously, but some of you may remember it as an old grief.

See if you are able to find the child within yourself, the symbol of your spontaneity. A child who is outgoing, uninhibited, alive, and someone who says “yes” to what presents itself as experience. Can you see that someone who says “yes” to joy, pleasure, and enjoyment, as well as to grief, fear, and anger? Imagine that this child within wants to come to you. It is still there; space and time are illusions. In the inner reality nothing is ever lost. Your original life stream is preserved, and still wants to join you.

Imagine for a moment that a smiling child is coming to you with an attitude of openness. In your imagination, hear it say: “Do you remember who I am?” Look at that child, and ask what you can do for it. There is a heart-wish the child wants to see fulfilled, something you may have pushed away for a long time. Let the child speak for a moment. The child stands for the “yes” in you, the part of you that wants to live, so let it speak.

A child still possesses trust. As adults, you have absorbed ideas that are full of fear and mistrust, and that feeds the saying “no” to life and contributes to the darkness two in you, the second kind of darkness. Consider if you can now give shape in your imagination to darkness two; that part of you that is opposed to life, which no longer wants to experience pain, and which actually wants to escape this life. Can you feel that element of hardening and contraction within yourself? Can you feel it physically, or perhaps see a color associated with it?

There is a part in you that is very tired and no longer wants to live because it has seen and experienced too much pain and struggle. Feel the weight of that part. Can you say “yes” to it? Do not try to change it immediately; try to understand how that has come about. No one deliberately closes themselves off because of an unwillingness to live. It is an act of desperation; it is the not knowing that there is another way to live that leaves you with that reflex of shutting down, of shrinking back, of saying “no”.

I do not ask you to only say “yes” to darkness one in your life: the difficult events, illness, pain, suffering, or whatever. I ask you to also say “yes” to darkness two, to that within you that has closed itself off from life as a result of painful events; to that which no longer wants to experience life and refuses it. And to reach that part in yourself, you have to be very gentle, because insistence and coercion do not work there.

That is the essence of Light; the Light that can flow into the darkness. This Light can reach every corner because it carries no judgment. It does not say, “Oh, this is bad, we must break down this defense or that blockage, because life must flow again”. It never says that. The Light simply says: “I understand”. The Light says: “It has been so very difficult for you, I can see that. I can see how you have tightened up, how you have closed off yourself, and how that contraction has eventually made you tired and empty.” Light is gentle and fluid. It can penetrate into the deepest pain and suffering, and the most hardened human soul.

I ask you to again open yourself to that Light. If you cannot find that willingness within yourself, if you do not feel the openness to let go of the “no”, then allow that to be as well, because the Light is always there. It is with you even in moments of despair so deep that you feel that there is no more Light within you. It is there during those times, and in those situations, where you have totally lost touch with it and never again expect to see it.

The fact is, the Light is not yours, it belongs to all that is. The entire universe, and all Creation, is Light. Everything is imbued with Light. Know it is there and put your trust in life. As soon as you allow even a small opening for trust and surrender to enter into your life, you are opening the door a crack. You know that even during the darkest night, your soul is always near to you and reaching out to you with Light and consolation. Although that door is open only a tiny crack, the Light will find that opening. You do not have to do anything except allow it to happen. The Light is with you, life is with you. Ultimately, your “no” to life can not maintain itself.

I ask you to surrender to the Light, where Light means saying “yes”, not only to the difficulties in your life, but also to your problem with saying “yes”, the resistance you put up against deep emotions that make you feel naked and vulnerable. Become like a child again. Live! Say “yes” to everything. Envelop yourself with compassion and understanding. In doing this, you bring flow into your life, and you can do it! I see your strength. In each of you is a flame of consciousness, a bright flame of Light. I am here to remind you of it.

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan
© Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.net

Mother Earth as channeled by Pamela Kribbe: A Spirituality of Earth

5/8/2013

Mother Earth via Pamela Kribbe: A Spirituality of Earth
Posted by Stephen Cook on May 8, 2013

Mother Earth as channeled by Pamela Kribbe: A Spirituality of Earth

May 2013 – www.jeshua.net

Says Pamela: When I channel Earth, her energy feels very calm and soothing to me. As opposed to the other “energy fields” I channel (I don’t see them as human persons, more as universal yet unique teacher energies) who envelop me from above, Earth’s energy reaches me from beneath. I have a sense of being carried inside a powerful and nurturing womb and this gives me a sense of relief and of joy and safety.
This second message is called “A Spirituality of the Earth” and in it, Earth describes how real spiritual breakthroughs occur at the level of our deepest emotions, which energetically speaking is the level of the belly. As the soul incarnates more deeply into our human being, it touches our thinking (the head), our feeling (the heart) and most importantly, it touches our basic emotions and the hidden parts of us which hold on to fear and negativity. Earth stresses the need for a grounded spirituality which embraces and works with our human nature instead of wanting to transcend it.

Message Starts: Dear friends, I am the voice of the Earth. I greet you all with great joy! I am here with you, inside you, and in everything that surrounds you, and this creates a deep bond between us. I help you to express your soul through your body, through matter. Together we perform a dance, a dance of Heaven and Earth, a dance of soul and body. Yet, for many now this dance has become a struggle, a laborious effort. Being human has become a fight for survival, and this gives me grief. There is in me a deep desire to receive you, and to play together with you in this short life on Earth. To dance, to enjoy, and to fully allow into your consciousness who you are at your core: a star of Light – a divine being who is here to take on the adventure of incarnation.

You descended into my sphere and you took on a body of flesh and blood. Why did you do that? What is the importance, the significance of this adventure? You are doing this ultimately from love. Out of love, you have been born from the womb of God, from where you embarked on a long journey – you as a unique soul – to discover and to experience everything in creation that is rich with potential. You have chosen to come to Earth on this long voyage and to here rekindle your Light. It is right here on this planet, on me the Earth, that so many different influences are at work, including those influences that have discouraged you. It is here on Earth that the many contradictory forces – Darkness and Light, life and death, etc – play out their roles in the great “game” of life. The memory of who you really are, of who you were when you were born from out of the sphere of the Divine, is veiled by this “game”. By becoming human, you became lost along the way.

At this time, there is a call that can be felt in the hearts of people. There is a sincere desire to find, deep within yourself, who you are and to not be determined by outside influences; to not be manipulated by everything you are told from the outside, but to return to the core of your being: a soul, a star of Light.

I want to tell you something about this adventure you are making on me, the Earth. It is in the interplay with me that you develop and find yourself. You are, here and now, a human being, and the art of living on Earth is to allow your soul’s energy to flow completely into your human nature; to receive completely your soul on Earth. You have been taught in the past that the soul was something higher that you could reach only by suppressing your human nature. In the past, many very strict judgments have been made about your earthly human nature. Precisely because of religious and spiritual traditions that speak and teach about the soul, people have become alienated from their nature: their longings, passion, and sexual desires.

How many admonitions and judgments are there that are directed against human nature? To you, as a soul, has been given a marvelous instrument in which to live as a human being: your body, with its spontaneous natural emotions. And what happens if you are taught from a young age that you should not trust this instrument; that you should align yourself instead with doctrines and principles you get from outside yourself: through your upbringing by your family, or in your school or church, or by your culture? The roots of those traditions extend deeply into many people, even though they think they no longer believe in them; still, there remains a negative judgment within them about their own natural humanness.

What happens is that many people are alienated from their deepest emotions, desires, and feelings. I see loneliness in people, isolation, and a deep homesickness, and a not knowing from where that homesickness arises. There is a nostalgic longing for a balance and harmony, where you are able to be yourself in a quiet way, spontaneously, as does a child. In each one of you lives this desire – this homesickness – and concurrently, you are alienated from the most capable instrument you have: your body, with its feelings and your original nature. It is that part of you to which I would like to speak. It is that part which points the way out for you – back toward Home, where Home corresponds with who you are and with a feeling of oneness. Accept who you are – love yourself! – and by doing that you spread love and harmony around you – it is as simple as that.

I encourage you to experience the flowing nature of your soul. Many of you desire to connect with your soul, and you long to be able to live with joy and passion on Earth. It is the case for many of you that you first awaken to the flow of your soul through your head. You are searching for more meaning in what you see and experience around you, and it is through your head that you become acquainted with new ideas. Then follows a breakthrough to your heart and your feelings, where you become acquainted on a deeper level with the Light of your soul. It often happens then that big changes take place in your life. Your soul asks of you to examine everything that seemed so self-evident, and perhaps the result is that things become turned around and upside-down. See if you can experience, in your heart, an opening toward that flow from the soul that wants to come near you; not only to stimulate your head, but also to open your heart. It is through the body that you experience the soul’s flow.

But let this desire descend even further – into your belly. The belly is the seat of your emotions and your feelings. Your soul can only really anchor on Earth, and only really develop and participate in life on Earth, when it is allowed to flow through to your belly. Truly coming Home to yourself means you allow the flow of your soul to settle fully into your entire body, and especially into your belly.

Look with your imagination for a moment for a child sitting in the area of your belly. This child is a symbol of your original nature and your emotions when they are not affected by what you have been taught. You were a child once, carefree and happy, and this child carries a very original part of your soul. See if you can find this child sitting in your belly. How does it look? Does it feel happy and joyful, or sad and afraid? Or perhaps, does it feel misunderstood, resentful, and angry? Here in this very human part of you, in this human child, lies the key to your Home. Look at the child, connect with it, and put out your hand toward it. You ask the child: “What do you need in order to be able to relax? What do you wish for, here and now, at this time? Allow yourself to be seen – I encourage you to do so.” Take this child by the hand and then embrace it in your arms. It wants to be yours and to be taken care of by you.

Now look at a problem or a question that you are experiencing in your everyday life; there is always something that you are struggling with, or that you are fighting for! These struggles often arise because you think too much: you worry about what you have to do and how you have to come to a solution, or there is a persistent judgment you have regarding yourself. You want to change something in yourself and in your life, and you most often do not succeed. By thinking too much about a problem, there seems to be no way out – rather you twist yourself into a tight knot. Thinking does not give you a way out, because the thinking process is usually fed from ideas outside your self.

Turn toward the child within. How does the child experience this problem? What are his or her emotions about it? And what does the child need now from you? Take the time, space, and silence to meet this part of yourself.

Many of you are so wrapped up in giving attention to matters outside yourself that there is little time or space given to meeting the inner child within yourself – but therein lies the key to transformation. Usually, when the inner child tries to connect with you through its anger, sadness, or loneliness, nothing is changed because you are unaware of the source of these emotions. Only when you become conscious of your deepest emotions and their source, symbolized by this child, can you understand yourself better and be faithful to yourself.

Many of you feel, deeply within, a sense of being in the wrong place and of homelessness, and you are looking outside yourself for a temporary solution and relief from your pain. Nobody wants to experience the pain of loneliness and the feeling of being lost! You want that pain to go away, and because of that desire you turn toward exterior things: to impulses, stimulation, distractions, relationships, or situations that fill this lack in you, even though the relief is only temporary. Be honest with yourself and observe how often you do this. But also have compassion for that impulse in you that is ever searching, yet always pulls away from the center and goes outwardly, and try to understand why this reaction happens. There is pain in the soul of human beings, and it is very difficult to face that pain fully. It feels that if you went there, it would be like falling into a bottomless, black pit. It may appear easy to turn toward the child that lives in your belly, but it is not easy. It calls for total honesty and a letting go of the outside world as a solution to your problems.

The ultimate coming Home to yourself is something that happens inwardly. It means saying a total “Yes” to everything you are. Not only to what succeeds outwardly, or feels safe and secure in your life, but also to turn inwardly toward the dark parts: the pain, the loneliness, the not knowing, and the not understanding. To embrace these hidden parts calls for courage and determination. That is what your desires and your soul require of you. And why does your soul yearn for this? Because only through looking at your homesickness and deepest pain can the soul truly light up from within.

Many people today are intrigued by spirituality and a search for the meaning of life. Very often you see that it begins in the head through reading books and exchanging new ideas, and over time begins to also open the heart. But then, the soul wants to descend more deeply – into the belly – and there is where you meet with resistance from the most difficult parts of your self; the parts that have been deeply hurt as a human being, or as a child, or in your youth, or perhaps even further back in previous lives. The journey into the soul reaches far and deep; yet the solutions are close by. The truth, the answer to your desire for Home, lies right in front of your feet, as it were.

In making the connection with your earthly humanness and your emotions, even where restricted or blocked, lies the possibility of a return to what I call Paradise. There is an old story in the Bible that tells that people have been banished from the Garden of Eden. That Garden of Eden, or Paradise, was earthly nature in her most pristine state: free and wild and green; and also humans: free and being themselves effortlessly. Then, at a certain time, there came the judgment – the darkness you might say – of being cast off from the unconditional feeling of love, from effortlessly following your own nature.

Where then is the Garden of Eden? Was it ever here on Earth? I say to you, the Garden of Eden lies as a promise in all your hearts. It is the intention in these troubled times that you give birth and expression to the Paradise of ancient time, but here and now on Earth. That process begins with you daring to descend into the deepest corners of your being, and daring to let your Light shine there and to not shy away from this Light. You do that by letting go of the mediocre and becoming extraordinary; and know that your soul and your deepest desire is extraordinary!

It happens usually that when you first hear the call of your soul in your head, and only to some extent in your heart, that your life becomes unsettled. You have a sense of your soul’s existence, but you pull back when it comes to truly giving shape to your heart’s deepest cry. There is a great fear, a divide to step over. It is there that you collide with the fears, the resistance that lies hidden in the area of the belly.

This is why spirituality demands a different way of looking at what it means to be human. It requires that you make peace with your feeling nature, and to be not afraid of your deepest emotions, passions, and desires, and to really dare to look at them. To live not from doctrines that are dictated from outside, or from theories, even though they sound lofty and spiritual, but to live truly from your heart, from your belly, and from your humanity – to allow your soul to shine from within.

This is what is happening now on Earth and this is what is calling to you all. It gives a person great joy to step back from the outside to the inside, to come back Home. I encourage you all to do that, and to keep it uncomplicated and simple. To walk this path calls for courage, yet at the same time it can be a joy, for with every step you become more attuned to the signals from your body and from your emotions, and you gain confidence in who you are. Listen to the inner child; dare to stand up for who you really are; hide yourself no longer – you are needed!

At a particular point in time, your soul decided to follow its desire to embody its Light on Earth, and to shine and spread your Star Light here.That embodiment gives you joy, and gives joy to others, too, because an inspired human being awakens motivation in others – but doing so takes courage. Trust the Light of your soul, and feel the wisdom and strength that you are. Make peace with your human nature, and dare to embody your power completely here on Earth. I am here for you; feel my power – the power of nature. See in your imagination a tree whose powerfully developed roots grow deeply into the Earth. Become that tree and rely on the ground that supports you. Feel the power in the trunk and in the branches, and see how this power extends into an abundance of foliage that bear Spring blossoms and Summer fruit.

Ask your soul to give you a message and to manifest itself through your feelings and through your body. Truly, the language of the soul is very close. You cannot find that wisdom in the most scholarly books, but you can find it in yourself. See again the wonder of who you are and of the body that carries you – you are beautiful! You are a child of the Earth and a child of Heaven, and a bridge between both. Feel again a great reverence and respect for the being you are. I ask you to do this so as to no longer be dependent, and to develop trust again and become your own guide. And from that trust to take the hand of another and to connect with his or her beauty by looking more deeply than the exterior. Feel the beating heart of the people around you, and in this way, connect with one another. Through humanity, a new spirituality is being born, a spirituality of the Earth.

English Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

© Pamela Kribbe

Mother Earth via Pamela Kribbe: Restoring the Male and Female Energy in the Body

5/7/2013

Mother Earth via Pamela Kribbe: Restoring the Male and Female Energy in the Body

Mother Earth as channeled by Pamela Kribbe: Restoring the Male and Female Energy in the Body

May 2013 – www.jeshua.net

Says Pamela: When I channel Earth, her energy feels very calm and soothing to me. As opposed to the other “energy fields” I channel (I don’t see them as human persons, more as universal yet unique teacher energies) who envelop me from above, Earth’s energy reaches me from beneath. I have a sense of being carried inside a powerful and nurturing womb and this gives me a sense of relief and of joy and safety. In this first message, “Restoring the Male and Female Energy in the Body”, Earth speaks about how our human history of struggle and aggression has affected our male and female energies. She points at the emotional wounds inside our bodies; both our male and our female energy have been injured, and it has happened in both men and women. Earth invites us to heal our wounds by descending fully into our sacred body and facing our pain with gentle diligence.

Message Starts: Dear friends, I am your mother, the Earth who carries you. I flow through you constantly, and I want to nourish and inspire you with my energy. We belong together; we do this dance together.

Life in a body, male or female, is an interplay between your soul and that of the Earth. Honor your beautiful body, the body I have given to you. It is an expression of female or male energy, so feel the beauty of that. Observe it from within. Experience the powerful energies in your body: the emotions, the feelings, the passions, the desires. They are powerful energies against which you sometime resist. However, try to feel the pure beauty of your body for a moment without wanting to control it. Feel the force field that you are as a physical being.

You receive information from your body continually and you often ignore that input because you think you know in your mind what is best for you or what is wrong for you. You often ignore your body, this gift from me. I ask you to instead turn your attention downward toward the ground under your feet, the foundation upon which you stand in this life, and to return to your sacred body – the dwelling place of your soul. Make peace with your body and no longer resist those energies that manifest there – respect them. Your soul is invited to dance with the energies of Earth, with the energies of being a woman, of being a man, of being together.

Let us do this today. Try to let go of beliefs in terms of right or wrong, beliefs about what is to be allowed and what not. Try to let those ideas go, altogether. Let the energies speak for themselves. If you look around you in nature, you see a continual play of energies and powers: in the wind, in the water, in the temperature, in the seasons, in the weather. Everything moves constantly, but tends naturally to a certain balance and equilibrium when things are allowed to take their own course. An overbearing need to control and organize eventually leads to imbalance, to a lack of equilibrium. And this happens also with your own human nature, because you are a part of earthly nature. Let go of trying to control and manipulate everything. Look at who you are, here and now, at this time. Allow your desires to be present and to “speak” to you.

Each of you here present longs for love. Love in relationships with others and love for yourself. Love to give and love to receive, and that is as it should be, because this desire is sincere. Even though you have this strong desire, there is a part of you which is fearful and in the dark. This part makes you afraid of love. So although one part of you yearns for, and reaches out to love, another part of you unintentionally closes you off from giving and receiving love.

You are forerunners of a new time, you are pioneers. You are taking steps on new ground, in unexplored territory. You want to live from your heart and your soul, and you want to get acquainted with what love really is. Not the images of love that are portrayed through the media, but a love that is more grand and more vast. A love that allows both partners to be completely who they are. A love as nature intended it to be.

This is a transitional time on Earth. More and more people desire depth in their relationships, a true meeting with the other person, and that is where your path leads you. But it is not a path that only leads to the heights; it is also a path that can lead to the depths, because on this path you encounter your own fears, the prejudices of your parents and ancestors, and the pain of generations before you. That is the choice you make once you choose for a relationship in the new era. You then choose for another way of being. You choose for an openness and sincerity that goes to the core of who you are, and therefore that choice challenges you to reveal, from the fullest extent of your soul, the part of you which still hides in the dark.

Let us look today in openness and without judgment at what still is to be revealed within you. What pain, what fear lives there? What hinders you from loving yourself and another? Let us first look at the past and to how the male and female energies have developed in centuries past. We then see that the male energy has played a dominant role for centuries and that both sexes, both women and men, have suffered because of that. The male energy that was dominant in your history was very much a mental energy of wanting to direct and determine earthly nature, as well as human nature. This form of energy wants to restrain and to control, often out of a desire for power.

In all layers of society, that energy has been at work. In governments, religions, and in daily life, the female energy, the emotional and the intuitive, was suppressed. The result has been that women felt inferior. The female qualities were less, or not at all, appreciated. That was the prevailing image. Women were regarded as second-class citizens, lesser human beings, and the female energy in general was regarded as suspicious.

If you are aggressive, and you focus on control, power, and manipulation through mental processes, the feminine soon becomes your enemy, because the feminine is by nature more flowing, more flexible, and more connected to qualities of feeling and emotion. The feminine is the source of all inspiration. She creates the bridge to your soul. Your soul flows through your feminine energy. The masculine energy is meant to support that inspiration, and to make it possible for this inspiration to become established in the material world.

That is the way it would be if the masculine and feminine worked well together, but throughout history the natural cooperation has become fractured, and men and women have become strangers who stand opposite one another. And this has not only happened outwardly between men and women, but also within the hearts of men and women. Men became alienated from their own emotional life, barred from it, and women increasingly began to feel insecure about who they are and what they can do. In both sexes, the male dominance has left wounds.

I would like you to join with me in an exercise of guided visualization. Imagine that you see a man and a woman standing side by side. I would like to sketch an image here of the male and the female soul on the collective level. A very sketchy picture, thus a general image, but something that you can recognize, or to which you might identify.

When you see how a man looks historically, at the pain he has suffered, then you see a man whose emotions are not allowed to flow sufficiently. Men have identified with thinking, doing, and acting, but the connection with their heart is broken or difficult to find. If you look at the figure of a man, you can see that he lives partly within a shell or an armor. This armor gives him the feeling of security on the one hand, but at the same time it restricts him, because his heart is stifled. You can see his tide of passion and love, but that current may not flow very freely through his armor; there is congestion and blockage within him. Men cannot express their feelings very well, because they have to contend with an old armor that no longer actually fits them, and you can perceive there are already cracks in the armor of this representative male.

Men fight against this ancient armor, because they want to express their feelings more outwardly. But within this restriction, which is a result of the judgments of the past, it is still so that, as a man, you cannot express certain emotions from your heart and cannot truly connect with another. From the point of view of these restrictions, you will give up a certain security when you release your inhibitions, and that is dangerous and scary.

Let us now look by way of this visualization at how the woman looks as a result of her long past of pain and suppression. If you look at this representative female, the first thing you see is that something is missing. The woman is not entirely present, because of the suppression and the sexual violence she has experienced in the past thousands of years. Something has been shut down, especially within her belly in the lower chakras.

The pain from the violence has been too heavy to process. And what people do, if traumas are too much to survive, is they flee from it in some way. They try to leave their body and are no longer sufficiently grounded and are no longer connected to their inner power, because it is too painful to be completely present in their bodies. That is what has been globally true for women.

Ask yourself to now connect in your imagination to both these figures, and let us begin with the man. Imagine that you go with your awareness inside that man. Feel the pain that lives there, and also the desire in him to be able to feel again, to live from his heart. See if you also recognize within yourself some of that same restrictive armor. To what extent do you also carry that with you, this armor that seemingly gives you the certainty of control, but that also stops you from allowing your soul to radiate on Earth? See if you can tell that man, and thereby also yourself, that you can put down this armor, piece by piece, releasing it more and more. You can let go of what is there in excess and no longer needed. Do that now, but do not do it by force. See what can fall away by itself.

Observe what feels freer in your energy field and in your emotions, and to where the released energy can flow. Maybe there is a place in your body to where it spontaneously flows. Yet, it may be that a part of the armor remains or refuses to yield. If so, just let it be; it need not all go at once. In this way, you have now helped yourself, as well as the broader spectrum of the entire male energy here on Earth, which wants to transform in this time, wants to change. Now step outside the figure of that man that you envisioned.

Now bring your awareness to a point of focus, leaving the figure of this man, and look at the woman. Notice how you see the figure of the woman, the uncertainty and insecurity, the fragility and delicacy in her, the not daring to be here fully. Go there for a moment with your awareness and allow it to descend into her consciousness and into her body. You can connect with her fear and the resistance to being here fully, to descending into that fragile area of her abdomen, into her womb.

I, Mother Earth, am with you when you do this, so you are safe. I will support you, so do not be afraid. Become present in the energy within that female figure. Let her know that you are there for her, that you will receive her. Tell her how beautiful she is, how welcome she is in this world on the Earth. We need her intuitive gifts and the connection that she creates with the soul, with her inner knowing and the beauty that she brings to life. We need her again on Earth.

Imagine that some kind of ladder appears from heaven and the full and authentic feminine energy slowly descends downward, and do this for yourself as well as for the entire female energy at this time. She needs to feel welcome on Earth, because she has pulled away from Earth, because of the aggression and pain she has experienced.

This pain is present in you all, whether you are now a woman or a man. That is why it is so difficult to allow your emotions freedom of expression and to dare to be who you are in the depths of your soul. See if you succeed in bringing the rungs of the ladder closer, but allow it the freedom to do as it will; it does not have to come down all at once. Now leave this imaginary figure of a woman and come back to yourself, into your body, into the here and now.

You can visualize yourself in a triangle with these two figures, the male energy and the female energy. These are images that have to do with you, with your life as an individual and, at the same time, these images also transcend your individual life, because they are force fields that permeate society as a whole.

By recognizing the wounds of the past through these imaginary figures in this visualization, you also heal a part of yourself, and you become free of the past. You can once again become an inspired, feeling man, and a powerful, self-confident, intuitively gifted woman. In this way, you free yourself from the pain of the past, as well as add healing to the collective consciousness.

Thank you for the work you want to do for this transformation process. You are the forerunners of a new time.

English Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

© Pamela Kribbe

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