I have found over the years it is much easier for me to forgive someone else than it is to forgive myself. I struggle and remember words and actions that I sincerely regret. One of the biggest goes back to a birthday party when I was ten and invited all the girls in my class to my birthday party, except one. In my minds eye I can see her today ~ but have finally forgotten her name and perhaps that is good. I have asked her forgiveness a hundred times over and finally, I had a knowing that it was a lesson for both of us, and that I was to let it go. That same night, while meditating, I had a myriad of memories float into my consciousness. This time, instead of getting upset or beating myself up when they appeared, I spent time thinking. "What did I learn from this experience?" "What emotion am I feeling", 'What is really going on behind this memory?", and then I let it go. I sat there for sometime letting the events surface, float around, emotions observed, lessons learned or repeated. I had dozens of experiences appear and by the end of the session I felt lighter and could say truthfully, those lessons I do not have to address again. Thank you God.
Mother, wife, teacher, healer, psychic, friend, spiritualist, traveler on planet earth at this remarkable time in history.