I have found over the years it is much easier for me to forgive someone else than it is to forgive myself. I struggle and remember words and actions that I sincerely regret. One of the biggest goes back to a birthday party when I was ten and invited all the girls in my class to my birthday party, except one. In my minds eye I can see her today ~ but have finally forgotten her name and perhaps that is good. I have asked her forgiveness a hundred times over and finally, I had a knowing that it was a lesson for both of us, and that I was to let it go. That same night, while meditating, I had a myriad of memories float into my consciousness. This time, instead of getting upset or beating myself up when they appeared, I spent time thinking. "What did I learn from this experience?" "What emotion am I feeling", 'What is really going on behind this memory?", and then I let it go. I sat there for sometime letting the events surface, float around, emotions observed, lessons learned or repeated. I had dozens of experiences appear and by the end of the session I felt lighter and could say truthfully, those lessons I do not have to address again. Thank you God.
Today I read an excellent explanation of the 3rd, 4th, 5th dimensions if you have questions:
Jim Self: What Do You Mean the 3rd Dimension Is Going Away?
Delores Cannon, in her new book, The Convoluted Universe, Book Four, talks about the New Earth already being here. I agree. I feel it when I am in nature, away from the hustle, bustle and negativity of the city. I smell it: breathe deeply when you are in nature and you can tell a difference if you are in touch with your smeller. When eating good food, my taste buds delight: the tastes are crisper, cleaner, more delicate. I touch it: being kinesthetically sensitive, I feel our planet is smoothing out. I can see it: starting months ago I would look to the sky, far into the distance, even in the city and think, "Something is different, what is it?". The colors are brighter, cleaner, sharper with a new energy. There is an excitement in the air, something is happening and even though the media says the world is falling apart, that is not what my senses tell me. I have a knowing, that 6th sense, the intuitive that says it all.
Love is in the air. We are being kinder, smiling, sharing, speaking gentle truths, and knowing that there is much more going on than meets the eye. Truth is to know something first hand, not what we are told. We have taken back our soul's gift and are now living in the NOW no longer allowing the fear to be perpetuated on us. We are making "Leaps of Faith". Our paths are smoothing out and life is good. Gratitude IS.
Mother, wife, teacher, healer, psychic, friend, spiritualist, traveler on planet earth at this remarkable time in history.